Beyond depressed-I think!

I am beyond the depressed point, lots of things going on in my life and its all not good! Any advice?

welcome to pc((((((((((grumpy)))))))) brackets are hugs btw lol!!

I have been severely depressed, suicidal even. I was in a place I couldn't get out of. I thought I would never get out. I am a childhood abuse survivor, I've left it too long to get help really, I wish I'd done something constructive sooner, I've had councelling, therapy, now I'm going through proper psychotherapy.

I wasn't ready until now to heal, couldn't face my demons, now that I am it's tough and hard I need to be honest with you. I have a long way to go, but I am getting there slowly, surely, sometimes regressing back to a little girl, but that is helping 'release' her so to speak. You WILL get through this, you WILL. Just be kind to yourself, if you're not already seeking proffessional help then you must think about it. Know it is NOT any of your fault, know you are a human being and WILL NOT be walked over, used, abused or be treated like a doormat by ANYONE. You are special, look in the mirror everyday and tell yourself that, even if you find it hard. I will be here for you should you need to talk, just pm me (option to send private message under profile)anytime. I live in UK so may be time difference. I will hold your hand, know you are not alone, just reach out here and you will find love and support.

love, Jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

im sorry grumpy. Feel free to talk to us here. Sometimes t he best thing I can do when im feeling bad is to talk about what is going on to someone i trust. I hope you are able to do that.