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Jan 16, 2008, 05:05 PM
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I am an alter........ and...... would like to say for the rest of us... alters...that we can "take no more".... that thru out the abuse...we retained... our soul... fought.. with every oz of our being... to keep ... our soul safe... shattered our mind... numbed.. our feelings... left our body.... did it all.. so our soul could be "safe"...
Today...is the end... A message to our abusers... each of you.. whether.. in this life now... or.. already passed... have this message... "YOU win... WE give up... take our soul.... you took everything else from us... now... you may have our soul.. it is worth protecting no more.... it is yours to have... it is finally yours... divide it up... as you all see fit.... you may each have a piece... as you have shattered our mind.. so is our soul shattered"..... "YOU win".... we have nothing left.. that is of any value.. any more.... may you... each of you that abused us.. rot.. in hxx.... |
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Jan 16, 2008, 07:45 PM
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((((((((((((FREEWILL)))))))))))))
pm me hon if you want to, here for you love you holding you Jinny xxxxxx 
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Jan 16, 2008, 10:42 PM
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freewill,
Your message of stuggling to hold onto your soul -- the essence of yourself -- is certainly one that I know. I have, and continue, to live it. It can be overwhelming, I know. I am sorry we share this struggle. But I have come to say something different to those who abused me, who tried to take my soul, who gave me nothing but the worst fears with their guns, and knives and ropes and beatings. And it goes like this: "You can't have any more of me. You can't lay claim even to some entitlement to forgiveness from me. I won't give it. I love myself now, because I've earned it with every tear, every tremble, every tortured memory. F*** you, you've taken enough. With every step forward, I take my life back and take my child inside back. And I will keep stepping forward until I've reclaimed it all, no matter how long it takes." freewill, you deserved better than you got. And today you deserve to heal and take back your soul. You are not alone. be well, mtd |
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Jan 17, 2008, 10:25 AM
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I dont have alters but was abused, and NO i refuse to give up!!
No One can have my soul..if u want to give up then thats your choice, but i dont think everyone feels like that! I sure Dont!! I Dont give up! And my soul may be shattered and broken but i refuse to gove up my pieces! I have alot left that matters!!! Hope my reply wasn't to harsh but i'm speaking for myself!!! Never give up i did once but won't again!!! You need to serious re-evaluate your situation........I know its hard but yourself need re-affirmation not gloom and Doom..........
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Jan 17, 2008, 10:42 AM
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Thank you all... and I mean it... truely.... do mean the support is wonderful..
I hope you all come back... and read this.... I found that I was reacting to.. news that my 23 year old son had just given me.... that... he was staying with his EX girlfriend another year.... they live as room mates.. This girlfriend... is an abuser... and yes... I am "seeing" things correctly... not just cause.. he is "my son".. and jealous mom... or anything like that... This EX... has done... terrible hurtful things to me... and uses my love of my son against me... So... I felt very... very... very... scared last night... and I reacted.. and it was like saying... I cannot keep fighting.. well.. I can.... I took alot of meds... I slept... I talked to my best friend... and yes... I can keep fighting... I can and I will keep my soul.. I will not lie down.. and be kicked.... any more.. changes are on the horizon for me... folks.. Thank you all... each and everyone of you.... |
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#6
Jan 17, 2008, 01:15 PM
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I'm so sorry freewill...that your son is with an abuser!!! Its hard for you deal im sure, i didn't mean to lash out like u were
giving up. I know how these Boy and girlfriends can work our children well children in General!!! What kind of hurtful things has she done to you? Is she bashing you? Do u feel like she's turning your son against u? I had a girlfriend once who was a royal ***** and said horrid things about my mom and dad...but my mom dated an abuser who abused mee when i was 7. Please PM me if u neeed to talk i am here for u if u want help Once again sorry....Z Man
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Jan 17, 2008, 08:00 PM
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glad to hear it free. you hang in there.
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