[sujunew]

I'm just feeling very alone right now.
Nothing to say.
Just like there is no-one else on the planet right now.
Even with the tv on in the other room and the kids asleep up the hallway
Start back with my t in a week
Lots of anxiety about that
Might be related
Even though, thru PC, I KNOW I am not the only one in my position
It sure feels like it and it doesn't make it any better
I thought I might get some resolution before the new year...
But we are here and essentially I am no closer, just more confused
Even if i had wanted my mother's support I haven't got it
And really no-one else (other than my nurse, my t, and my unsupportive-not so nice boss) knows what is going on
Which I guess is why I feel so alone right now
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Interesting how reflection brings you full-circle but with a much clearer understanding of why I am feeling this way lol

(((((((Irishj)))))

You are not alone in those feelings sweetie....it is possible to feel lonely in a crowded room when you think about it....I hope you can reach out here some more, pm me anytime if you want to vent or just talk....I hope T goes ok.......

It's a horrible feeling when you're lonely, know I am here and so are lots of others....holding your hand, Jinny xxxxxx

I know it'snot the same as a real hug but here are some cyber ones

(((((((((((((((((((((((Irishj)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

(((((((irishj))))))) feel free to pm me if you need to talk. i often feel alone and so i understand.

[sujunew]

(((((jinnyann and ev)))))
Thank you.
As you say jinny, cyber hugs aren't the same as real hugs but its a start .
I'm so glad i'm back here where I know you guys are...it was so frustrating and so hard when I had no computer...just being back here is a big help.