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Jun 23, 2008, 07:39 AM
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this black cloud wont go away
it stays there overhead all day in it i see your ugly face i smell you, you haunt me all over the place. the worst kind of hate i feel for you forgiveness? never you're a coward through and through people can tell me i'm wasting my time being angry and sad, hurting from YOUR crime ... but one day i'll win just wait and see, these things are so hard to get through you see. Eight years of a life being abused is so hard beaten down, lied about, emotionally charred. You and my mother, always in my dreams i'm living right back there, that's how it seems. I'm telling you now get out of my head like i wanted to tell you GET OUT OF MY BED. I despise you, i despise her just leave me alone your head is so messed up, your heart nothing but stone. 
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Jun 23, 2008, 08:09 AM
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((((( Jinny ))))) Safe hugs.
Take care of yourself. You're important and matter a lot. Hope you feel better soon. 
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Jun 23, 2008, 10:12 AM
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(((jinny))) this was really good and i am glad you have determination. yes, you will win (((jinny)))
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Jun 23, 2008, 11:38 AM
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((((((((((((((( jinny )))))))))))))))
 
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Jun 23, 2008, 03:53 PM
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Jinney I know how u feel. Have u ever tried EMDR? Thats been really helpful to me. It takes some charge out of memories. In my case it may take awhile. I have so many. Good work expressing your thoughts. Your doing hard work.
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 Happy fall my friends
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Jun 23, 2008, 03:59 PM
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i appreciate you mentioning it minime, unfortunately my T doesn't recommend it.... she thinks it is too fast and too traumatising. She believesin taking things vry slowly. I already know she is going to say i'mgoing too fast tomorrow which is why i have been so bad...... i hope all works out for you though, each therapist is different i suppose ..... take care, hugs,Jinny xoxoxoxxoxo
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Jun 23, 2008, 04:02 PM
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((((((((((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((((Hellishlygood))))))))))))))) (((((((((((((((((Griffe))))))))))))))))))))) thankyou so much for all your support, i'm sorry i've been so horrible .... sometimes i feel i'm not in control after dreams and flashacks, i feel kind of claustrophobic,when i am hurting i get angry, i have along way to go in therapy .... ty so much for being such good frieds .... i appreciate you all so much sincerely, love and hugs, Jinny xoxoxoxoxo
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