I know but can't remember?

I know somehow that things happened. I have flashes of a face, faces but that is about all. I have physical and emotional reactions. It is confusing. That is of the early years. I remember the latter years. I'm dealing with this and my x (abusive in all ways). He keeps coming around at night. I want him to go away. I keep reporting but he has to be seen. Sometimes this is so hard.

((((crazy1))))

(((crazy1)))

I'm the same. I know things happened but can't fully remember. Actually my father admitted my abuse. But I still don't remember a lot of things. Maybe a second or two.

And yes it's very difficult to deal with :/// Are you in therapy, crazy1? I wish I was, but I'm also scared.

Hope you're managing.

I have a similar experience. I can remember a few things and feel there's a lot more there that I should remember but can't really get at it.

Yes i am in therapy it is the best thing ive done for myself