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Old Oct 07, 2008, 12:06 AM
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do i smell vodka... or aftershave?
vodka/aftershave
my breath taken
stay present
don't let them see the secrets
restrained
incoherent babel
he couldn't help it
i am so pretty
so seductive
babel... babel... babel
vodka/aftershave
flashes in my head
don't let them see the secret
restrained
responsible to fix it
mom will kill me if she knows
vodka/aftershave
mom will kill me if she knows
slobber/babel/ revolution
don't let them see the secret
mom will kill me if she knows
vodka/aftershave
slobber/babel/ revolution
faceless with gray chest hair
my breath taken
my body no longer mine
dirty little *****
dirty little *****
dirty little *****
dirty little *****
i need to disappear
if i stay still enough
if i pretend to be asleep
footsteps in the hall
walking closer
walking closer
close your eyes
pretend to be invisible
no longer me
dirty little *****
just give him what he wants
try not to feel
pretend to be asleep

me
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Old Oct 07, 2008, 12:59 AM
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Im so sorry. Im so sorry. I am so sorry. I know that poem those lyrics. I have been that person and it feels yucky/
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Old Oct 07, 2008, 03:29 AM
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Old Oct 07, 2008, 07:19 AM
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I too was that little girl praying to god i would not hear the footsteps before i fell asleep....

but then...i don't know if waking up to something horrid is worse than the tip tap of his slippers down the hallway to my bedroom,..

IM SORRY..
SORRY
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Old Oct 07, 2008, 09:30 AM
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I am so sorry Lyn .....
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Old Oct 08, 2008, 12:57 AM
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i am sorry you know the secret... he told me that i made him do it... i believed him... i believed all of them... lyn
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Old Oct 08, 2008, 01:08 AM
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I will sit with you if you like....
I am so sorry you had to go through this....
I feel your pain hun
I wish I could take it away for you
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Old Oct 08, 2008, 11:49 AM
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i am sorry you know the secret... he told me that i made him do it... i believed him... i believed all of them... lyn
Lyn, I am not sorry that I know the secret. I am so glad that you told the secret and let it out of you. I hope that you can learn to stop believing their lies.....
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Old Oct 08, 2008, 02:27 PM
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Safe hugs if you want them, lyn
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Old Oct 08, 2008, 02:28 PM
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