daily check in for women

I just tried to hug my own post

why is that not a thing. seriously: if you're feeling low, or you're feeling accomplished for posting something, give yourself a hug!.

nothing planned for today

I'm alive why?. *sighs*

It’s wet and overcast where I live, but too mild for the time of year still and it’s bothering me. In other “news” I have a few days off after working nearly two weeks straight. Small blessings, I guess. Went to the doctor’s to set some online stuff up, then got myself a small bag of yarn from a charity shop on the way home. I hoard yarn like a pack rat but still can’t help looking for more 🤪

I'm doing better today. I was able to get dressed. I feel human. I did my chores for the day. I'm glad.

today I found out that my doctor's surgery are not yet willing to give me a new doctor. they tried to patronize me today re: my complaint, and tried to stick up for the doctor when ever they could.

for now, it's still ongoing. I've said that I'm not willing to work with someone who wishes kovid on their patients, and they are saying they are unwilling to give me someone else at this time

so

I am feeling annoyed by a compliment made to me today (I just can't accept compliments)

someone said to me " you don't look like the type of person who would give up", after I told them how much I enjoy linken park's music.

oh if only you knew the half of it... I have been their, I am still their, and I am that type of person.

I just don't see it I guess. I can't see the good in me (if their's any.)

nothing else planned today. I'm litirally only awake because guess what?. I hurt too much to sleep.

it has been raining all night, and, acording to the weather forcast, it's ghere to stay all weekend- glad of that, love rain.

not doing much today (surprise surprise), showered in pain, now sat here doing nothing

later I'll have mcdonalds which of course I am looking forward to. yum yum

but that's it for today

no sleep. bleh.

I've eaten too much food today. I wish I didn't have to, but bleh overeating sucks sometimes. I feel over full

still raining outside

I am doing nothing today. woohoo

Work was ok, just can’t seem to stop wasting my time in the evenings and I generally get several hours to do what I want. But I get distracted and procrastinate, even though I’m enjoying my projects (designing knitted video game character plushies at the moment). I don’t seem to get going properly until there’s a couple of hours left until bedtime lol.

I'm feeling lonely today. All I can do is go to sleep and hope I feel different in the morning.

I ate so much my stomach now hurts. that is what I did today and it sucks so much. not that my stomach hurts, *(though it is ow), the fact that not only did I not get any sleep yesterday because of my pain, but my first thought was to sit on my chair and eat candy- not at all productive.

I went to bed early last night and that helped a lot. I feel somewhat better today. My energy is low though. I'm not motivated to do much.

ditto yesterday.

I didn't eat as much as yesterday, but same idea.

I'm tired today and maybe a little tense. I've been reading a lot. I may go to bed early. I really don't know why I feel bad. It's been a good day.

what are you reading?

anything good

bad day

that's all. you know it's a bad day when the first thought from your head is

I'm reading a book by Neville Goddard. It's called Feeling Is The Secret. It's a metaphysical book. I really love it. Do you like to read?

it has been so long since I have read anything cover to cover. either I get a book and never start it, or I read a few pages at a time so slowly, I eventually lose track of what's going on and just give up on it.

it's not I don't like to, (books are theraputic), I just don't have the focus

even with audiobooks: I'll start one, and give up in a few days

the last one I started was the secret of downton abby (based on a show I really enjoy), but I couldn't even finish that- and it's ashame because I really would like to know about it

give me the railway children though, and I can read, and reread, and reread, loads of times

I finally fixed an issue I was having with google crome

I'd been experiencing it for a few days, so I am glad that it's finally fixed

I just wish my life was though. litirally another day sat here eating cookies

I just finished my chores. I'm going to relax now. I rewarded myself for taking care of my tasks. I had fresh pototo salad from the deli. It was really good.

I had hotdogs for dinner

not too filling, really. so back on the snacks

I'm a bit sad today. But I'm going to try to cheer myself up.

I am breaving

about it..

showered today and screamed in ****ing agony because it was so painful

ate too much, made myself sick, and ate even more. what the **** is wrong with me

I have not posted to this thread all weekend.

I'm not surprised, their's nothing to post about (it really sucks)

yesterday, apart from doing nothing all day, I had another takeout (so healthy)

and today I am doing nothing but having roast dinner later

which I don't like

so yay

or something

I was trying to have a good day. But things came up and I'm not sure how I'm going to cope.