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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#281
I have been a rollercoaster of emotion - up, down, up and then down again. I feel like I can't break this cycle. The holidays were hard for me because me and my sister aren't talking, and my boyfriend is away in rehab. I think it's all piling up on me and I feel like I might break.
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#282
here is my first check in of 2020.
and I have to say, the ddepression is stronger than ever new year's eve was spent sat in my room thinking about what a mess the past 12 months have been (so like every year), and every day since, I have just been hoping, and praying, for
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#283
I love how I'm asked: so what do you want from 2020
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#284
@raging vortex, I'm so sorry you're hurting. I hope things get better for you. Hang in there. Do you have a therapist you can talk to? Do you think it a good idea to call your pdoc? I can relate. I have felt the same way just recently. I talked with my online T about it. It really helped me. And there are books on Amazon that are helpful too. Sending good thoughts your way.
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#285
Today I am fine. I'm not sure if I got enough sleep last night. I guess if I'm tired later, I'll just take a long nap. Hope everyone is doing well.
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#286
My motto right now for 2020 is: "Just focus on what you can control, Blanche." There's so much out of my control. But, if I distract myself with what I can't control, that will detract me from focusing on the tangibles that I can control.
My depression is situational. My anxiety is biological and situational. My mindset is: "Don't panic. Ok, panic a little. Now go focus on a,b,c, and d..." |
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#287
@raging vortex and everyone struggling- I'm sorry to hear you are having a rough time.
I'm doing alright. I've been using some dating sites but haven't met anyone decent yet but I'm trying to stay hopeful. |
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#288
I'm not feeling well today. I'm tired and I'm dizzy. I'm almost nauseous. But my blood sugar is fine. I see my GP tomorrow. Maybe she can run some tests.
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#289
impatiently awaiting the arrival of "aunt flo" lol Hey! if I can't post it here without shame, where can I??
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#290
I saw my GP yesterday. It was a very stressful day. I was depressed and upset almost all day long. But important thing is that I got my appointment out of the way. My GP thinks I just need to take benadryl for sinuses. So I'll give it a try. Today I will try to have a brighter day. I will isolate. I'm finding that when I try to socialize, I just get hurt. So I'm going to withdraw.
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#292
I just got out the shower.
and I am in a lot of back pain ugg not the best way to start a friday |
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#293
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#294
I've been okay. I am attempting online dating but has been beyond terrible which is kind of depressing. Otherwise I'm alright.
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#295
I am home from the hospital. I've been relaxing with games and food.
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#296
@Deilla I'm glad you are home. How are you feeling? Games and food sound nice.
My day was pretty good. I spent a good amount of time today talking to some friends which was nice. |
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@88Butterfly88, thank you! I feel Okay today. I've been keeping myself busy. I did an online puzzle today. It was relaxing. And any time I started ruminating, I applied a new skill I learned in the hospital.
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#299
I'm upset that my TSH levels are so low. The roller coaster of rotating doses between 112 to 125 puts me on edge because of the longterm impact on my heart and lungs and digestive system etc. Well, my whole body suffers. My levels are so low today, my endo wants to increase me to 125 again but I told him I wouldn't do it unless I could rotate the doses every other day. I wish I had never started thyroid hormone.
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#300
I'm doing Okay. Had to deal with a stressful situation yesterday. Hoping for a better day today. I hope everyone is well!
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