daily check in for women #2

hello ladies!

it has been a while. i'm sorry i can't keep up. i struggle with forums and social media and my daily chores. seems one or the other gets neglected.
so that's what's kinda been up though. been focusing on the domestic aspect of my life because apparently I have been lacking there. Ohh, it's hard, but I'm trying.
Trying to figure out how to use the forums to my benefit too... I mean, well, it certainly brightens my mood to see my friends.
*hugs

Edit: oh my! I DID have mysupportforums on my mobile. Guess i just always forgot the new name. I'd better check in more regularly to remember it now, i guess. Haha!

I’m doing okay. Am just a bit stressed about some changes going on in my life. I’m moving whenever I can find a new place and also some other things.

Good to see you. Just check in when you can. No worries!

I guess this thread doesn't get used as much these days. I'm doing ok, but there are a lot of stresses on my husband and i feel bad that i cannot help more. Thats about the gist of things this past year. Well, that and he thinks I should be helping more, which gives some conflict sometimes. It's been better lately, but I still wish I could be able to do more/struggle less. :/

I filled with nervous anxiety and self hatred today

I'm stressed and tired. It's about a normal day these days. I worked for a few hours, now im taking a break. Idk what i should do next. Hmm

Hello Ladies! I’m doing better today than yesterday. It’s my day off, so I’m looking forward to reading, napping, watching videos, meditating, & spending time with the cats. Tomorrow can wait.

I'm tired, need to go to bed but younger cat says that is not allowed <3

Hi ladies, it’s my day off today. I’m hoping the weather will be ok enough to go outside & do some weeding. I actually enjoy weeding & it rained last night, so the soil should be nice & soft for pulling. Other than that, I will be watching videos, meditating, reading, spending time with the cats & just generally resting up for Monday.

I've been told that I'll be hired in a month. So I guess I should celebrate. But I need an offer letter to feel comforted.

Congratulations Deilla!

Congratulations @Deilla !!

I'm not doing so good. I can't even watch my daily soaps anymore, i just sleep through the depression. But today has been the worst. I just barely got my docs approval for my refill on my antidepressant, but she still won't reply to my messages. Also at the last minute, my mom had to leave town so im on my own trying to use Zoom for my pdoc meeting on thursday. Im nervous as hell. Also frustrated with the doc. Not only is she not replying anymore, she's not easy to talk to. I hope thursday goes well, but ill be nervous and stressed till that's all over . Sigh

My new iPad is deliriously handy and right on all levels. To be sure I have to say that it’s the best thing I own. I am loving the fact I do not need a keyboard, so it’s fine just the way it is. This is the moment of surrender to the world of modern day. It was oozing it’s way to me. Can’t live in a Lord of the Rings world forever. One step for me, one step for mankind. A little drastic to say ‘mankind’ but hell everything goes in and **** comes out. Laws of nature.

Something is wrong with Tigger this morning, she can't open one eye, I worried I keep imagining them having to remove her eye

I be getting onto the vet soon, might have to send online request in cause it impossible to get through on phone nowadays even emergency number

I’m doing well today. I only had to work 5 hours, the sun is out, I did a little shopping, and went to the library. Now I’m going to make myself a cup of chamomile tea & do some journaling!

Im doing better today, except for this cold i have. My psychiatrist appointment went well, i think. I'm weaning off my antidepressant. Hoping this will stop the weight gain i can't seem to control. Hopefully the vraylar will keep me from depression too bad. This weather really makes a difference.

I'm angry at my therapist. I told her so. She didn't address my depression. I quit therapy and left her a bad review. I wanted help with my depression. She never helps. I'm in such a bad mood. I took some klonopin. I hope that helps me calm down. If not, I'll take more. Too bad I don't have some wine.

I quit my therapist too. I liked her, but she wasn't helping me with my situation.

I'm sorry you quit your therapist too. That's how I feel. She's not helping me.

Hi ladies. I’m feeling spent. It’s been a long week so far & I still have 1.5 days of work until my day off. I’m glad today is almost over though.

I bought a deck of Oracle cards and did my first reading today. It was very interesting. It warned me against my nephew, who is also my employer. He hasn't followed through on three recent commitments. I don't think I can work for him.

Hi Deilla! I was excited to read your post as I’ve been pondering buying a deck of tarot cards myself & learning how to use them. I even had a dream that I was shuffling a deck of tarot cards. Very cool.

As for me, I’m feeling tired this morning. It’s my day off today. The weather forecast says it will be in the high 50s/low 60s & cloudy. I’m not sure if I’ll get anything done.

I went to a birthday party for a family member yesterday afternoon & I felt very socially awkward, especially interacting with my younger relatives.

I had what I thought was a pimple on my cheek that I squeezed last night & now that side of my face is swollen. I’m my own worst enemy, for sure.

Not up to much. Its sunny, but still cold so stuck indoors. Listened to some music, now just waiting for tv shows (evening cartoons). May have to cook again, but my knees are aching.

I’m doing well. Usually Mondays are awful where I work, but today wasn’t too bad at all for me and I have tomorrow off. I’m feeling content.

Hi ladies. I’m feeling tired. I’m just waiting to go to bed right now. 1.5 days of work until my day off. Maybe I’ll get lucky & have a short day tomorrow? That would be nice. I could really use a nap to catch up on my sleep. I can’t believe tomorrow is April already. Time flies...