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Apr 24, 2017, 06:04 PM
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I went in...had meetings all day long...felt anxiety all day long. CEO was kind sour towards me. My subordinate (the girl who reports to me) copped an attitude with me.
I'm learning not to trust anyone. Do my job. Cover my ***. Don't trust anyone. People only look out for themselves. I did have a really great conversation with my new supervisor in our 1:1. We covered a lot of ground, and we discussed my attack and I told her if she found me behaving that way, unreceptive, not communicating when asked questions, that she could ask me if I'm okay or let me know. I said usually Astro will try and lead me to an exit but sometimes I don't follow because I'm kind of stuck. I do like her though and I think things will be good with her. But I still don't trust her and am going to be careful. And even though I feel really positive leaving our 1:1 meeting, like, hey, I can still work here, and I like this woman and she's smart...I'm still filing my EEOC complaint. Because they did discriminate. And they deserve it. It's not her fault. She didn't do anything. But HR and the CEO did. And I'm not letting that go. But for now, things are calm and stable. I just have to Xanax up every day. Seesaw
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 What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
 Anonymous43456, Anonymous55397, reb569
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Apr 27, 2017, 09:48 PM
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Acknowledging something that went well seems like a great idea. I'm glad today was okay.
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