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Old May 21, 2006, 10:39 PM
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There's a whole part of me that nobody knows about, or even suspects happened to me. I've buried these secrets with the other crap I did in my past, and moved on.

But earlier I was thinking about how these experiences I had in my childhood, teen years, and even as an early adult has made me who I am today. The good experiences, bad experiences, and even the most painful and unforgettable experiences.

Some of those experiences involves drug abuse. I started when I was 13 and ended up in a drug treatment center when I was 14 because my whole world spun out of complete control all with in one short year.

Even after treatment I continued to use....and almost accidentally killed myself twice. Still to this day I am amazed I survived both incidents because I was surely meant to die.

I'm just grateful for today....and all the tomorrows ahead of me. And I cross my fingers hoping that those experienced are in the past and will never be in my future.
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Old May 21, 2006, 11:21 PM
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Thanks for sharing.... Now I will just sit back and wait for your HEALING to begin, for it is through talking that our eyes are open.
BTW - we are only as SICK as our SECRETS (and you have told of one).


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Old May 22, 2006, 03:44 AM
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(((Desirae))). It takes courage and strength to face up to things like this. I see you as a strong and gentle person and I am sure you will continue to go from strength to strength.
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Old May 22, 2006, 07:02 AM
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</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Still to this day I am amazed I survived both incidents because I was surely meant to die.

I'm just grateful for today....and all the tomorrows ahead of me. And I cross my fingers hoping that those experienced are in the past and will never be in my future.

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I know I was meant to live.
I tried to kill myself a few times also I believe we are meant to live so we can be of help to someone else. So you are alive because you are meant to be.
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((((((desirae))))) I believe we all live for some purpose, heck I am almost 49 and still wondering what my purpose is....I do hope that you feel a little better soon and know that pc friends are always here for you... Linda
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