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Oct 15, 2012, 08:55 AM
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I'm really struggling with wanting to drink, even though I know it would only mess up my life more. I know what's underneath it - fear.
And I think there's a part of me that feels like I don't deserve to be sober - kind of, a "Well you're already so damaged, might as well be a drunk" thinking. But I know if I'm going to get my life back on track, I've got to stay sober. so I'm not going to drink today, even if does mean I'm back to taking it one hour at a time. splitimage
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Oct 15, 2012, 11:34 AM
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It is easy to get discouraged, but you have the right mindset. You WILL get your life back on track if you stick with the winners! Keep gong to as many meetings as you can. Try to hang out with other AA members. See if you can strike up some friendships with some AA members -- there must be some that are your age who have quality sobriety that you can hang out with. Ask someone for help, if need be.
 When I was struggling, I took it one miinute at a time. A day or an hour was just too much for me. Minute by minute worked for me and pretty soon the day was done and I'd made it.  Keep on doing what you're doing, because it's working. God bless and please take care. We're here whenever you need us. And you know where I am -- anytime! Hugs, Lee
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Oct 16, 2012, 04:26 PM
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I can certainly relate Splitimage, you're not alone. We're all human and I'm learning remaining sober is not an easy task at times. I'm going to be sober for 7months on the 19th and this month has been a bit diffcult for me. Not everyday just moments. Example; My mother-inlaw was having a glass of wine in front of me the other day and the smell brought back so much. My mind went in over drive in a matter of seconds. So like Leed said I had to take it minute by minute. Thankfully I snapped out of it as fast as it happened. This diease really is insane and sneaks up on us when we least expect it. Wine was never even a favorite drink of mine, my illness would consider that my "safe drink". Just SICK! lol.
Anyway If you ever wanna PM me feel free too. It's nice to have support not only in person but on the online world as well. Just keep it simple and take it easy 
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Oct 24, 2012, 10:49 AM
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I have been following your journey splitimage and just jwant to send you much strength on top of all the strength you already have.
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