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Last edited by Anonymous200777; May 27, 2013 at 03:14 PM. Reason: biloxi blues |
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You BET I can relate.
At one time, I needed God's help so badly as I was SOOO SICK, spiritually, mentally, and physically. HE CAME. He led me to healing. When I asked, HE CAME. Yes, I can relate. ![]()
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield |
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yep
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I do really good for a while, up to a few months. Then inevitably it seems, I'm back like Jack. But every time I fall I do learn something. Regrets keep me going. Oy! Will I ever be completely sober? Will I ever be able to say, "I've been totally sober for blank-blank years?" I don't know but I'm trying. When the cravings hit I've been trying to remind myself of bad things that happen when I'm under the influence of substances. I've just gotton so bad throughout the years, I can get high off of anything. I've huffed and I've puffed. I hope my house is made of bricks.
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I feel you, 7. Today I downed 30mg of effedrine before work and washed it down with a beer.
E, A, H, coke, crack, meth, green, thinners, lighter fluid, bugspray (no really) you name it, I did it... It is the hardest thing to quit cause the mist beats the reality. Like you, I tried quitting, today was the 1st time in a year that I touched anything harder than weed and it felt disgusting and wonderful all at once. You are not alone, 7...
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Oh Yes, I can relate also! Sometimes I feel like I just think too much. I just want to turn off the thoughts for a while. Which never seems to help in the long run.
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sort of relate - i think i can get better but i just dont think god is interested in helping
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