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#401
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Day 1 done.... I said no twice!
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#402
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I coke binged this weekend. Still feeling it. Well here is to hoping next weekend is better.
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#403
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Last year around this time I wasn't using my drug of choice, or drinking. But I was doing a lot of coke.
Right now I am drinking my second monster because the lack of energy is draining. I got a bottle of wine last night and eventually cried myself to sleep. I don't KNOW anyone I can get drugs from which is good that I'm not looking but still. The desire for it is deafening.
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The perfect way is only difficult for those who pick and choose. Do not like, do not dislike; all will then be clear. Make a hairbreadth difference and heaven and earth are set apart; if you want the truth to stand clear before you, never be for or against. The struggle between "for" and "against" is the minds worst disease. Sad veiled bride please be happy, Handsome groom, give her room. Loud Loutish lover, treat her kindly Though she needs you, more than she loves you. |
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#404
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Feeling like I don't know if sobreity is what I want but I hate the second life I've developed.
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#405
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I made it through Christmas and New Year sober. And it was okay! I'm heading for six months sober now. (On my birthday). Now I need to stop eating sugary things and start losing weight and I'll really be a new me!
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#406
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I'm so proud of everybody here! Whether you're an hour, day, week or month sober, that is a big deal! Whatever you're feeling will pass. Life will get better. That has been my experience. I don't know any of you personally, but I love you all!
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#407
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3 days! Go me
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#408
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Good job puzzclar!
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#409
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9 days! The most that I've had..... But if you go to just inner circle behaviors its been a day. But still that's great! Oh and 25 days free if porn!
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#410
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Congratulations puzzclar!!
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#411
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Thanks bill3
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#412
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Recovery is cool.
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat ![]() |
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#413
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9 days!!!!!!!
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#414
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Great job puzzclar!!
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#415
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Back to day 0.... I just don't care
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#416
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So puzzclar you went 16 days?
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#417
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26 days
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#418
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Well done puzzclar!
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#419
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Day two with no alcohol. I walked passed the liquor store and did even look at it today.
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#420
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Great job ThingWithFeathers!
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#421
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Day 3 no alcohol. Today is harder than yesterday. I am feeling delicate.
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![]() Bill3, bipolar angel
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#422
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Doing well, ThingWithFeathers!
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#423
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I have been able to avoid rehabs since 1988, but not so much psych wards. I stayed sober throughout the 90s, except for an occasional beer. I got married in 01, and we began smoking pot together in 04 and continued to 2010, when we quit and entered a twelve step program together. I coming up on two years now (in a few months) I attend meetings regurally and I have a sponsor. I feel good today. I met with my psychiatrist a couple of days ago, and he seems to feel I'm stable. He seems more concerned with my soda consumption than any other symptom.
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#424
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Day 4 no alcohol. I would have had a drink tonight if the bottle shop was open. Guess some would say that's is a good thing.
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#425
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Hang in there, TWF! You are doing excellent work.
((((ThingWithFeathers))))) |
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