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I just celebrated 8 months clean this week. I would’ve had 2 years this month, but had a 5 day relapse back in May. At that point I put myself back into treatment and today feel stronger than ever in my recovery.
I stay a little bit scared though because I know that addict in me is strong and wants nothing more than to destroy me. I’ve been staying motivated and focused by going to 2-3 meetings a week. I go to the ones at my treatment center. They are a bit different than 12 step program, but they work great for me. I also go to counseling, exercise, hang out with positive people and have created a great routine in life. So overall today I am doing really well. I’m happy to be back on the forum and hope to talk to you all. |
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You’re definitely not a failure. Quitting a job can bringing up many different emotions. Some emotions are not so fun to deal with. When I think of using and just wanting to not think I play things forward in my mind. How things would end up if I did use..etc. Typically the end result is worse than where I was at to begin with. I hope you hang in there. 3 weeks is awesome!!
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Emgreen, it is I who owes an apology! I think you did the right thing for you just as I did the right thing for me. I should have been more clear. I was trying to point out that sometimes you have to take prescribed pain meds because not to could be dangerous, as in cause drug seeking behavior. I wasn't meaning to disparage you or your recovery, I'm sorry.
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How are you holding up, LadyShadow?
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#231
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I started aftercare at my rehab today. It was kind of nice to see a bunch of people I knew, who I'd been in IOP with who finished before me.
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Happy to hear it, splitimage! Congrats!
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#233
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30 days. Nearing the end of the day, but still, 30 days today!
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30 days is a HUGE milestone! Once somebody has been sober for a few years, the compulsion to drink goes away one day at a time. I remember when I was new to sobriety, each day was plagued by passing thoughts about drinking. In my mind, the newly sober people display an amazing degree of self-control. It can be damned DIFFICULT at first, but keep hanging on. Believe me, you will see your life & moods get better. Way to go!
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Way to go childofchaos. 30 days is huge. Keep up the good work, one day at a time. You can do this.
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my addiction is winning
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This has been going on for quite some time, Misssy. Perhaps I should mind my own business, but maybe it's time you sought some help...be it AA/NA meetings, inpatient, or outpatient treatment, etc. My experience was that until I made a move to do something about it, my substance abuse kept beating my arse. Keeping good thoughts for you...
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Hey everyone! Just wanted to check in this morning and say hello. Congrats everyone on there clean/sober time. I know some days are difficult, but just try to do your best. Your best may vary from day to day depending on how you feel etc.. but you can do it!
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#239
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I slipped today again taking a ring from Ardene, after a week of resisting it.
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And today marks an entire month. I am planning on getting my chip tonight, at an 8pm meeting. It is nearing 4pm now. At the ENT for a follow up of a sinus infection (where I learned I am allergic to sulfa drugs). Still having issues, but apparently this year the allergen numbers are off the charts, and everybody is miserable...
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Congratulations childofchaos831!
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Naiwen, welcome to Psych Central. Sorry you suffer from addictions.
These articles might be of interest Stopping Your Addiction to Stealing | Mental Health Awareness Taking the Opportunity Out of Shoplifting | Psych Central News https://psychcentral.com/lib/common-...phone-numbers/ Quote:
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Restart.... After 42 days... 😞 I learned I can't become complacent
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It's just another day...I count my sobriety in 24 hour increments. Just focus on the day ahead...or just the moment, if that's what it takes. You can do this!
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#245
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What emgreen said
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Proud I resisted my urge to shoplift today, lets just hope it keeps on going like that.
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Well done Naiwen!
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My noon AA meeting was about half the size it generally is on Friday. I guess a lot of people stayed home to watch the inaguration...the thought of which is nearly enough to make me drink again (kidding!).
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#249
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I think it's been about a month since I drank. Last time I went down that path, I felt like utter crap for days after, so I have tried to abstain. I don't know how long it will last, but at least I am trying
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