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#26
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All is well in moogland. How are my sober pals?
moogs
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat ![]() |
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#27
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I so want to use! I haven't seen why its so bad yet. Its just sex. Or maybe that's an excuse. ... I don't know
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#28
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Still sober one day at a time. No matter what else happens, at least I am sober.
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Rocking steady!
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat ![]() |
#30
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I'm one step closer to giving up the addiction. ... it does me no good and besides I just got an interview! I'm so excited!
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#31
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Every time I think of smoking I want a cigarette. It's been since March, darn it with a bunch of cigarettes since then here and there. Only one or two in a day though. But it's been about 3 weeks now or more since the last one. I mustn't smoke it's deadly for me.
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#32
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Another day in the books! Enjoyed my 21x2 Birthday yesterday!
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat ![]() |
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I enjoyed my 21 x 2 + 6 birthday. Thank Goddess I am back to even numbers Celebrated with cheesecake and fresh strawberries Now that I think of it, I celebrated my 21st free of ALL substances (except nicotine & caffeine) in a half way house with Lobstah races. My Lobstah won and for that I ate him
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#34
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21 days sober today. I mentioned to hubby last night that it was 20 days. He said "congrats". Phhtt. But then he asked if it is getting any easier, to which I was able to reply that indeed it was. That I don't think about it all the time now.
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That's great Sabrina! And it brings hope to my mine. I finally made it a full day.
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Well done puzzclar. Keep on keeping on!
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I'm enjoying today.
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat ![]() |
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Went to my regular Monday AA meeting that I chair. It was a great one and made me think about going to more meetings each week. But, one is enuf for me. Not crazy about all the social interaction.
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#39
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Am here , am queer and am not drinking beer am drinking coffee instead
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#40
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and Jamie21 you are a poet
Just finished my coffees and am now onto water. Hope to stick with water all day, but Thursdays can be tough.
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I'm not sure if this is a lifestyle choice or an addiction. ...I wish I knew! But life goes on
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#42
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Still going strong...been over two months now no cigs... And over 90 days....ganj free...taking it a day at a time ...it has been tough or trying at times, but I feel now, that I am worth it
![]() ...and just realizing I said all this in my last post... Lol ... I am just hopeful ... That this time it lasts time... Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk |
#43
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Saw something on FB about addiction. It goes like this:
"I would rather go through life clean believing I'm an addict, than go through life using trying to convince myself I'm not." I agree.
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I like that quote very much. It resonates well with me right now.
I am going to my first social event outside of home tonight since I stopped drinking almost a month ago. I know I'll be fine. But I also know I'll miss not getting a buzz and loosening up. I tend do be very quiet sober. That's okay though. Rather quiet than drunk and trying to hide it and then embarrassing my husband and son.
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I sailed through. I just got hungry! Normally I wouldn't eat supper that we BBQ'd. Hubby was super affectionate and without me asking, brought me a dry lemon drink with ice which made me feel important, and it was really tasty too. We got home very late so I only took my meds then but was able to fall asleep and have a lie in on Sunday too.
The way I am feeling now? I doubt I will ever drink again. I really feel free.
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#46
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I don't know anymore. ... what is this? I want my life back!
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#47
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It is a gorgeous Saturday evening. We are days away from Spring. The "ambiance" made me think about enjoying the evening with a drink. I thought about it a lot. So I went and bought some strawberry flavoured mineral water. Just more than a month sober. No way I will drink now. That's what I keep telling myself.
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well this is my sixth day clean off of cocaine, alcohol, and amphetamines! um, i'm still using marijuana and pills fairly regularly, but that'-s still much better than shooting up ice multiple times a day. i'm really surprised i've gone this long. i'm trying to have faith in myself.
i also REALLY need to quit smoking cigarettes.
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schizoaffective disorder/bipolar disorder type one panic disorder social anxiety disorder autism spectrum disorder (high-functioning) ADHD-C PTSD substance abuse problems amphetamine addiction ---------------------------------------------------------------------- seroquel (quetiapine) - 800mg every night lamictal (lamotrigine) - 200mg every morning buspar (buspirone) - 15mg three times daily zoloft (sertraline) - 200mg every morning vistaril (hydroxyzine pamoate) - 50mg p.r.n. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- other meds i've been on and can share experiences from: AAPs - abilify, invega, geodon, latuda mood stabilizers - topamax antidepressants - trazodone, wellbutrin stimulants - vyvanse, concerta, adderall anxiolytics - klonopin, neurontin, valium, xanax, ativan, librium, serax, propranolol |
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#49
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It is going so well, I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm looking back at my addiction as if I can't believe I was ever such a slave to alcohol. For years and years I kept saying "tomorrow, I'll stop tomorrow". When I eventually did, it was such a relief and I can't believe it took me so long.
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#50
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As far as how long it took.......it takes what it takes. You stopped when it was right for you.
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