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#102
Jun 11, 2016, 11:41 PM
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Greetings to everyone!
I've determined I will go through a worse hell than I already going through. These bezos... Came across this article and video anyone is interested. Prayers are with all who are walking through this difficult time in their lives. New Video For World Benzodiazepine Awareness Day |
 Bill3, Refuse2Sink
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#103
Jun 18, 2016, 11:33 PM
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I've been Sober since September 12, 2015 except for one slip up. I am so happy to be sober and to finally be facing my demons, trying to heal, and learning to love myself again. Recovery is beautiful. Difficult but oh so beautiful.<3
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#104
Jun 20, 2016, 02:42 AM
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#108
Oct 11, 2016, 06:54 AM
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Day 138 sober for me - not that I'm counting LOL.
splitimage
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 "I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba 
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#110
Oct 11, 2016, 01:22 PM
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Thanks Bill,
Well right now I'm throwing the big guns at it. I'm in an IOP rehab program, and I'm taking Antabuse. But for fighting cravings, I find it most helpful to remember how bad it got in my last relapse and how I never want to be that sick again. I also have a bunch of good distractions like writing, and knitting that help me, because I can't do them well and drink at the same time. splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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#111
Oct 13, 2016, 12:26 AM
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I haven't stopped anything but have cut way back on my drinking thanks to Naltrexone. Still smoking cigars. Doing better with overeating or food addiction but surely I can't quit eating! lol
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One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#113
Oct 26, 2016, 05:47 AM
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Today is 5 months sober.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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#115
Oct 27, 2016, 08:15 AM
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Thanks Bill3.
What I'm doing? I'm continuing to take Antabuse. I'm actively working the WFS program., But probably the most helpful thing is remembering how sick I was with my last relapse, and how I never want to go there again. I got sober after a very bad relapse, when i woke up after 24 hours of constant puking, with the realization that I wanted to live, and that if I kept drinking the way I was drinking, I'd wind up dead sooner rather than later. splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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#117
Nov 13, 2016, 11:55 AM
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Today is day 3. Struggling so bad right now. Also trying to not self harm... I hate feeling like this...
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#118
Nov 13, 2016, 01:43 PM
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#119
Nov 13, 2016, 02:10 PM
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Thanks sans!
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Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#121
Nov 28, 2016, 12:02 AM
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Fighting to finish up day 14 dry from the sauce. It's taken away half my life so far. Every problem I've had since the age of 14 really has been from drinking
I lose everything when i flip back to drinking. I make it a few months and convince myself i'm good, a few beers. That turns into a few days, and now tequila and 25 beers a day ensues I use an app called NoMo to track my time sober. It has a nice feature that keeps a running total on amount of $ saved. Huge for me as i'm money motivated |
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#122
Nov 28, 2016, 12:04 AM
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It's really great of my family to give me grief when I don't come around and pound booze in front of me when i do
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#123
Nov 28, 2016, 05:05 AM
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Today is day 4 for me to be clear of benzos and opiates in my body. It will be great to let my mind catch up to that feeling, it's hard, everyday I have had to fight so hard not to use. God give me strength.
Tams
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#125
Nov 29, 2016, 07:03 AM
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Keep up the good work Tams, you're in the hardest part right now - but if you stay off the drugs it does get easier. Cheering for you.
I'm doing ok, no desires to drink lately. splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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