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i used to be a frequent pot smoker, i would do acid every month, and i would take x before school every thursday. i stoped doin all that about 9 months ago. i really thought i was done. a couple of days ago i went to some firework shows. and some "old friends" were there. and i did acid. i completely regret it. and yesterday i got stoned(with pot). and i wasnt just "high" i was blown out of my mind. i dont know if i should tell my t, cuz everything will start all over again. and i dont know what to do with my self...im just tweakin out right now.

Hopefully you'll come back and read this after the drugs wear off and you're not tweaking anymore. We're all just as close to using as anyone else. I would be honest and let your T know what happened. You can get right back on the road to recovery. You did it for 9 months, you can do it again.

Keep us posted.

thanx! i do feel a little better today. although i have another concern...what are the effects of taking 340mg of prozac then smoking about 4 grams of pot? u see, i went camping w/ my friends and just kept popping pills i dont even know why. but i took 17, 20mg pills, and through out about 6 hours i smoked pot. i started out having a really bad tripp, but i thought it was just the ppl i was around, so i hung out with some diff ppl. but then i just started puking. so i drank some water, but my tripp was going on for ever. i just wanted it to stop, but i couldnt. do u think i had an miny od or r those just the side effects of what i did?

Okay - so I it sounds like you are talking more about whether or not it was od but not what made you do it to begin with? This is dangerous stuff!!! That amount of prozac at one time is extremely dangerous and throwing the pot on top doesn't help.

Have you discussed this with a T? I don't want you to take this the wrong way, so pleasssee don't get offended. When I was 16 I tried to overdose on an asthma medication I was taking. I knew exactly what I was doing and I had to admit to myself, even though I never admitted to anyone else, that I did it for the attention.

It was actually more than that but pretty bizarre. My boyfriend at the time told me that weekend that he thought he might be gay - say what??? My friend who was suppose to be there to support me, asked me to drive her to her boyfriends apartment where she proceeded to go have sex with him for 2 hours in the bedroom and left me crying on the couch.

On the sunday morning my mom and dad were coming back from camping and I hadn't gone to church and figured I was going to get in trouble. I think that on top of everything else just overwhelmed me and I figured if I popped the pills I wouldnt' get in trouble and it would be a way out.

Of course I did this with my girlfriend practically watching me do it. She saw go in and out of the cupboard to get pills and then go in the bathroom - she told my mom, who took me to the ER to get stomach pumped.

I guess I tell you this because I'm not sure why you took all those pills with the pot and you're talking about the side effects and not why you did it? I'm not saying that you did it for attention, but if it was then you need to talk to someone because you (like me) could accidentally kill yourself.

I care, I don't want to see you hurt.

Tranquility

thanx, but i really dont know why i did it. i had gotten high not to long ago for the first time in a while, and i guess i just wanted to feel that high again. im just glad i puked when i did. i dont know what the hell im suppoesed to do. i see my t tomarrow, but im so scared.

Maybe it would be a good idea to talk this over with your T. Explore what led up to the using. I have found that I need to keep away from the people who use. I know if I was around coke—there is no way I would be able to say no. For me, changing the people I hang out with has been a vital part of staying clean and sober.

i guess it kinda is the ppl i hang with, but idk. i had my t appt today. he told me i am lucky to be alive, and i feel the same way. im going to a normal docter to get checked out tomarrow, thats what he said i should do. i feel fine now, but im still scared.

Its good that you are doing what you need to do to take care of yourself. I hope you decide to stay off the drugs—life is so much better clean and sober!