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Old Mar 25, 2009, 10:12 AM
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You can do it!!

Don't give up before the miracle happens!

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Old Mar 25, 2009, 05:33 PM
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trying but not doing good at it
why is it so hard
i am angry sorry
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Old Mar 25, 2009, 05:47 PM
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just keep trying
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Old Mar 26, 2009, 12:54 PM
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trying but not doing good at it
why is it so hard
i am angry sorry
Angel...
it's an itch with a capital B to do this

I was angry at myself and the situation I got myself into...
Hatred better describes it.
Many, many days I could manage 10 minutes at a time. Not 11, not 10.5 but a flat 10 minutes.
Then I'd weep when I thought of doing it again for 10 minutes.
I had to concentrate on those 10 minutes/talk with those who had been there/take the out-stretched hand of help.

Don't be sorry for being angry.

You are being much harder on yourself than anyone else possibly could...be as kind to yourself as you would be to one of us.
You Are Worth It.

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Old Mar 27, 2009, 03:02 AM
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i am pushing peoploe away, trying but not enough, they cant get it i ant do it the being ill, messing pills,
i will be alone again
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Old Mar 27, 2009, 08:29 PM
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i am sick of being sick ok, i an angry, people here are losing interest hey its fine
sorry
god i wnaan sh so much
everynight a struggle
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Old Mar 27, 2009, 10:17 PM
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i am still messed up, trying so hard it is too hard
i want it so much but i cant
forget it
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dont deserve the support
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Old Mar 28, 2009, 02:26 AM
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You're not alone angel. But you do need to get help where you are.
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Old Mar 28, 2009, 08:45 AM
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thats why i am here, but now getting complaints so ok
you know i love ya all
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Old Mar 29, 2009, 12:30 PM
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well i made it 24 hrs sober
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Old Mar 29, 2009, 01:35 PM
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love you too

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Old Mar 29, 2009, 02:06 PM
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24 hours? That's darn good. I knew ya could.
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Old Mar 29, 2009, 05:08 PM
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That's so good angel. Keep it going. I love you and your sexy voice too!
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Old Mar 30, 2009, 08:01 PM
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i am sitting herein tears. i cant do chat , i am trying, struggling so much to keep it together and i think to be left in this state after is wrong.
why are some people so cruel
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Old Mar 31, 2009, 12:14 AM
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Try not to let cruel people make you feel bad. They are the kind of people that will never enjoy how special your friendship is.

*Dries wifeys tears, and holds her close*
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Old Mar 31, 2009, 08:50 AM
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i am sitting herein tears. i cant do chat , i am trying, struggling so much to keep it together and i think to be left in this state after is wrong.
why are some people so cruel
((Angel))
I'm sorry that anyone would be cruel to you...
They may not realize you have a loving heart and gentle spirit.
It's no reflection on you! It's a reflection on their ignorance.

Know that I love you my friend,
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Old Apr 01, 2009, 09:36 AM
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Angel,

Just in case you may not feel well with eating alot of food, you can make smoothies that are nutritious.

I have to eat, and keep my energy up, and there are times I'm just plain out flat sick... but I can drink fresh juices I make in a juicer or I can make smoothies in a blender.

There are a ton of recipes on the net, but get your vitamins and minerals - and you can always add a protein powder to your blender drinks.

Thank goodness for this, because most nutritious shakes and juices only take minutes to prepare, especially important if one feels weak or overwhelmed.

Hope this helps, even as a reminder of the simple things available to us. We all benefit from this.

Best to you and your health...

Peace,
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Old Apr 01, 2009, 09:08 PM
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Hun set backs do occur. The main thing is to not give up. Your family wants the best for you and so do I. Keep coming to this forum for support. The ppl here know what you are going through.

(((((((Angel))))))))

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Old Apr 02, 2009, 05:32 PM
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i am bad on track , i am not gonna beat myself up about it, it happens.
so nothing much to add..
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Old Apr 04, 2009, 12:27 PM
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You always knew it wouldn't be easy. But you KNOW you can do this. I know you can too. You know what they say....If at first you don't succeed, try try again. You will make it.
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Old Apr 05, 2009, 05:05 PM
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Angel special hugs to you. We miss you while you are away. I understand how you are when you are not sober. It is not the real you. I know how kind and loving the real you is, and want to help support you to get yourself back. Yes, you need to start over, but I have every confidence in you that you CAN do it.
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Old Apr 05, 2009, 05:21 PM
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My friend Angel,remember that in our life everyday will be a day 1.
When we feel that we are not on day one means that the day one needs
a new star.

Angel we may go back from stage 1-2 but we will the impulse we need to keep going. Don't foucus only on day one, just that you uderstood that needs help a new start.

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Old Apr 05, 2009, 05:48 PM
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thankyou all your messages mean so much
i love ya guys too and so sorry for messing up
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Old Apr 05, 2009, 06:19 PM
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thankyou all your messages mean so much
i love ya guys too and so sorry for messing up
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Angel!...
Please don't apologize for being human. You are far too hard on yourself...
You didn't mess up; you stumbled and got back up.
We all do it in one way or another.
Try and remember that at any given moment we are doing the best we can. We are not perfect, never will be, and this is all right.

Peace to you, Angel, peace
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Old Apr 05, 2009, 07:00 PM
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((((angel)))) You have it in you....take care of yourself.....don't worry about cruel people
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