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May 05, 2009, 09:53 AM
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.i think am gonna do something bad ...
i think i have a problem ..& i think i cant talke about it to any one ... i think that im addicted to some stuff ...that getting is dangerouse ... & the people who am getting it from wants me to help them selling it ... & i cant say no ..& i cant get away ..... i think if i started doing this ..thers no going back ... & i cant go to jail ..& i cant be ormal again .... i cant be good again ...& i cant be that bad .... i cant keep a job ...& i wont steal ....&i need money ...& i need to stop whatever i am doing ..... i need to get away from all this .... i need to find my self a life somewhere ... im really trapped ...& i donno what to do ... i got my self in a bad corner ...& all the ways out are wrong .... talk to me ... |
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May 05, 2009, 01:10 PM
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   I would really like to help you and I'm sure there are lots of others on this site that want to help you too. Can you tell us more about what you are going through?  What's making you feel so trapped? What things do you think you're addicted to and why do you think you can't tell those people "no"? There's always some way out, it just may not be that obvious to you right now. I understand you don't feel like you can talk to anyone about these things, but you can't keep it all bottled up inside either -- it will eventually destroy you. Try to give all of us your trust, I think it would make you feel better if you write about it.
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 " I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use? Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame. I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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#3
May 05, 2009, 03:39 PM
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kofash_muhamed, Hello...
It took courage for you to post about your problem, and admitting that you have a problem is taking the first step in recovery. Please don't do anything bad--as you put it. knothead was right in asking you to share more information with us. It's hard to do at first, but you will find that people here will give you good support and help as much as we can. It sounds like you are in a very rough spot and don't see any way out of it. Frustration and some fear are a bit apparent in your post. Sometimes when we are overwhelmed with what is happening in our lives, we cannot see any way to change things...and we have to be willing to make changes if we want a better life, with more peace and hope in our hearts. Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing, ok? I've been clean and sober for sometime but I remember very well those feelings of despair... Best wishes, Catherine
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The Most Dangerous Enemy Is The One In Your Head Telling You What You Do and Don't Deserve... |
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May 06, 2009, 09:20 AM
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Sometimes, in life, when we are backed into a corner, and there seems like no way out, truly amazing things can happen. Like getting support from those that can understand and identify with your plight. You are far away, it seems, maybe in a different world, but here we are a community, and as such, we can support you and want to help
Keep posting on this thread, the more we know about your problem the better.....and talking about it can only help.......yutzman...............
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And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too...I'll see you on the darkside of the moon......
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#5
May 06, 2009, 10:34 AM
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one thing i did notice was that you kept writing that you cannot...change the message to i can and you will have a lot better chance at success than with the i cant mantra youve got going on there!
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May 10, 2009, 01:40 PM
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if u have a higher power in your life ask for his/her help. you will be heard. i will pray for you.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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