[katielee102]

I am at work right now and about to have a breakdown. I cant take my life anymore. Im not suicidal or anything yet at the same time I am miserable with my life and I cant not take the stress and the anxiety I have. I do not know where to turn. I am on lexapro so that helps a bit. I will be eigilble for insurance this month however I am so broke and they dont cover mental health. Being broke and not being able to catch up on bills is the root of my problems. I wake up sick with anxiety every morning becuae i think about what bills i cant pay. I get paid friday and ALL of the check is going to late bills. So that just means that next two weeks I will worry about money every day again. I have been trying to find a part time job as well but no luck. Then i find out my current job might lose a huge client in six months which would mean i am out of a job. I just feel like ill never catch up and I cant take it anymore. I cant.

me and my boyfriend are having major problems becuase of my depression adn anxiety. and the fact that im broke. im scared of losing him as well. im just lost. if anyone is available to chat todya i could use someone, if only just to listen becusae im at my desk crying right now.

[Junerain]

((((((((katielee))))))))

***handing you a tissue***

***sitting with you at your desk,,,comforting you***

I hear you, I feel the same oftentimes...can you go to a debt consolidater that consolidates your debts??

Is your boyfriend helpful financially/emotionally/can you two get counseling,,

Is there a free clinic you can go to??

[Junerain]

I googled philadelphia free mental health clinic and got these places:

http://www.phillyhealthinfo.org/inde.../Philadelphia/

Hope things get better for you soon, Katie.

How are you doing, Katie?

[amante]

KatieLee,

Check in when you can, and share with us what is happening, if you are feeling less anxious. It's no use saying to you don't worry about the financial end of your life, b/c that is easier said than done. but stressing and getting yourself in a very anxious state isn't good for you either. Does your local church, pastor offer any counselling for free perhaps. don't think too far ahead - take one day at a time. perhaps your job will not lose it's big client and you have nothing to worry about. hang in there.

[Hippie]

Katielee,

A BIG hug!! You sound really stressed out and I will think good thoughts your way.
Please let us know how you're doing.