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It's stuck in my head. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Can I really expect to be able to handle school like this? I can't shake it, I can't refute it, it's the only thing that comes near making sense right now... and it doesn't really make sense.
I just know I'm going to ruin everything - my chance of being a spiritual leader on campus with my roommate (who I'd actually consider a friend!), studying to become a social worker, NOT living at home... I can't handle it if I lose it. But I don't think I can handle it. I don't know what to do, I feel so stuck and lost.
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I feel like that too EVERYDAY, I think Im never NEVER going to be what I want to be, just plain old living pay to pay worried about bills and how my kids are going to be, I dont think about ending it tho, I just obsess over nothing changing or it getting worse.
*****HUGS***** Im here if you need to talk.
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