[PetulantWolf]

Ok.. so youknow how I have this psycho OCD thing about bats....I guess it started when I had a runin a few years again and I got the rabies vacination series. Well, I went over a friends house tonight. A guy friend. Were not doing the deed or aything. WE just sort of cuddled aon this couch and fell asleep. THEN he tell me a bat flew in his house and he didnt see it leave but he thinks its gone. I feel totally mental. I did research on bats and rabies and they can bit e peole in their sleeo and dont leave a mark so you dont even know youve been bitten. Im going completely mental. My dad says m being silly. What if I drop dead? All Gabbi has is me. Im scared. Im thinking about going to the hospital and getting a rabies booster...I wish the F!@##% pAXil would work so I can think straight....

[jmo531]

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(abbr)

I am sorry you are freaking out. I know how awful that feels. I get the same way about certain insects and no matter what, I cant get it out of my mind.

Try to sooth yourself with distractions. Try a nature sounds CD. They work really well. I hope that this eases for you soon.

[PetulantWolf]

Thanks. I think I may checkmyself in somewhere. Its all just getting away from me. Since Richie passed away. I used to have a life. Now Im blackballed at work. Ita all gone. I think the paxil ismakingme sick too..A year ago I was married, a professional with a career. Its all gone...If I can just not take my kid down with me...

[gossamer]

Don't freak out. You were already vaccinated for rabies - so you should be safe. My husband is a vet and had his hands in the mouth of a horse that ended up being rabid. Obviously, he's fine because he had been vaccinated.