[ssammoh]

I wasn't sure where to post this but I decided to post it here because I have had panic attacks about this before. I'm really, really scared and I don't know what to do. I just hope I'm wrong. Every minute of the day I think to myself there's nothing more I want than to be wrong about this. And common sense tells me I am probably wrong, but I just don't feel right and it's so hard to describe.

The first time I thought I was dead, if I'm not mistaken, was when I was 15 (I'm only 16 now, so not that long ago). I think it was July 28, 2012. Somewhere around that time. I'll post more detail in the next post.

[Verity81]

((Hugs)) sorry to hear your going through a rough time. I can understand how scary it would be to think you are dead. Have you spoken to a doctor about this? I suggest you do as you may have a mental health problem causing these thoughts that needs to be treated. If it helps at all, i don't believe you are dead as if you were I wouldn't be able to talk to you on this forum. Please see a doctor. Take care

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Sounds like you are struggling pretty bad.

Let me know if you need to talk............. I am here if you need me.