My parents

I do not know if this is in the right place but I was just curious if any of you have experienced this. Yesterday while I was eating lunch my father came up to me and said "I wish you could put on 20 pounds in time for you interview next week so you looked like a professional woman and not a gauky teenager."
I was completely blown away and I actually got angry (which is rare for me). I have been nervous enough about this interview and then he says that to me..and implies that I probably wont get the job because I do not look like a woman.
He says stuff to me like that all the time. Always on me about what I wear and how I do not look like a woman and how I should be covered up and stop looking like a bum with my rags for clothing. When I was younger he used to go through my room and throw out clothing he did not approve of.
I guess I really do not know what I am looking for by posting this. I guess I am just fed up with it and a little scared. My boyfriend is really pissed at my dad and is getting fed up with how he treats me. He has not said anything yet because I have begged him not to but I think it is only a matter of time before he lets me father have it for the stuff he says.

*big sigh*
Jessica

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