WAAAAAAA!!

He's gone! He just pulled out! ...

ARGH! I don't know what to feel! Hubby just pulled away on his way to Canada... We needed a break from each other, but... Right now, I have this empty feeling in my chest, but in a way, I'm glad he'll be gone for a while. I feel a certain amount of freedom... WWAAAAAAA!! I'm anxious about getting things that I will need while he's gone... like my MEDS!! I have plenty of neighbors that will give me a ride, BUT... We agreed that he didn't need to give me his portion of the grocery money because he won't be here, but I'm afraid I won't be able to make it without that little bit. WWAAAAAA!!! BUT... I can always tap into the savings account my oldest son has for me. BUT... it ticks me off to have to ask!

Aww man!! I need another hug from him! I just plain need a hug! Anyone have any spares they don't need?

Maybe I'll take a nap a little later... I didn't get to sleep till 4:45 or so this morning.

(sniff, sniff...) I "skeer'ded"!!






<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Many hugs for you, (((((((((Tomi))))))))... Yeah, I don't know what to think either. Your DH does do this once in a while, and then comes on back when he's ready, right? I guess I really want to know more about how you are feeling once you've sorted it out. XOXOXO!!!

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

He pulled his "disappearing act" last weekend. This trip to Canada has been in the works for over a year. I didn't think he'd pull it off but I guess at least he took the first step! LOL He is planning to come back, at least fly in for our granddaughter's birthday the first of Oct. Who knows. I don't believe anything he says 100%. He may even be back with the RV before then, who knows. One day at a time, right?

One good thing, he left on a positive note. It's just a "vacation," not a separation or a hissy fit on his part. Still... you know all about those old abandonment issues, don't you? (sigh!)







<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Here's a big hug for you sept. You skeered? Is that like the mosquitos here that are eating me alive today? You will be fine, lots of hugs and wishes for good sleep.

LOL Are the mosquites scared of you? If they are, then yes, I'm like the mosquitoes. LOL That's what one of my kids used to say when he got scared. "I'm skeer'ded!"

Feeling a little bit better, I think. Hubby's called three times since he left. LOL Once, not an hour away, once about 3 hrs away and then another hour later. Don't know if it's helping or not. In a way, I wish he'd just let me get used to not having him around.

Something else that I'm trying to not think about is something my "mentally challanged" neighbor said to me. He's not really ALL that mentally challanged, but he said he heard the neighbor across the street, the one that's been harassing us, talking to someone on the phone and saying now that DH is gone, he's gonna come over here and beat the crap out of me. I don't think I can believe Mikey and I don't think "SFB" (S*** For Brains") would get that personal. I think he's a chicken s**t, but it still bothers me if I let myself think about it. Wish I had a big dog right about now! Too bad they don't rent them out for protection!




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Awe, I have plenty of hugs for you! {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Septembermorn}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I think this is an excuse for a girl's night out then to a motel for more time in. C'mon, let's have a great time!

I can go for that!! How about I do some baking before I leave? Seven Layer Cookies!!! YUM!! Graham cracker crust, chocolate and butterscotch morsels, coconut, nuts and a can of Eagle Brand to top it off!

::: drool!... slurp! :::

Who needs husbands, anyway??





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Mmmmmmmmmmmm.....And double-chocolate fudge brownies!!!!!

OOOOOoooooooooooooooh! And you should try Olive Garden's Black Tie Chocolate Mousse!!!! Ta die for!!!





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

There's that chocolate word again! Okay, I'm getting scared. I hate hormones! I HATE hormones! Maybe I can get a tiny bucket of Ben & Jerry's chocolate fudge brownie ice cream at the store? Mmmmmmmmmmmm

LMAO You think you have problems?? I don't have ANY hormones! LOLOL Not even HRT!!





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

OMG, you poor thing! How about a blood transfusion? Will that work? I'll be happy to share mine--my levels are waaaaaay too high right now!

LMAO!! I don't know about that. What would I be like with hormones?! It's bad enough as it is! LOL

Philly Cheese Stake sandwich with onions and 7 layer cookies for dessert, here I come!! mmmmmmmmm...




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Don't give me ideas--I'm still sick! I'm so congested right now, I'd never smell how delicious my food is. Gawd, my stomach sure would be happy, though.

Hugs to you - I can feel your distress from here. Major, major hugs all around - hugs from the heart.

The vision of your goodness will sustain me through the cold
Take my hand now to remember when you find yourself alone
You are never alone… (John Denver)
Mars