Boo

Today sucked. I don't even know what else to say besides it was a sucky horrible awful wish there was a fast forward button craptastic kind of day. Yuck.

Hope y'all had a better day then me!!!

XO
Courtney

Hey Court_Knee...

Sorry you had a bad day yesterday
I hope today was better

Thank you!!

Today was a little better. Test grades were posted today from a Pathophysiology exam I had. I was a mess this morning at 7AM when grades went up. I got a B- and I studied incredibly hard for it so I feel like a huge failure and really disappointed with myself.

I've also been kind of distancing myself from friends for some reason. I forced myself to go hang out with them for a couple hours tonight but I didn't really enjoy it at all. It's a huge party night on campus with it being St. Patrick's day weekend. I just hung out with them for pre-party fun as I have to get up early tomorrow to go to open lab to study so I can't go out tonight. All everyone could talk about was who they planned on having sex with and how much they planned on drinking. I was just a bit disgusted. A friend and I left our friends behind to go back and study for a little bit and then I called it a night. I feel like such a grandma but my school work is more important to me than my friends or social life I guess. I don't know. I've been really emotional lately and I haven't a clue why.

Pathophysiology? I don't even know what that is Don't fret the B-... School is really hard for us ADDer's. You should see my educational train wreckords I've got like 170 hours and all I have to show for it is an associates degree.

It sounds to me like you have your head on straight. I wish I had realized how my impulse to have fun and study later was a bad idea. It took me quite a while to learn that I needed to force myself to stay away from places where I'd make bad choices.

Don't feel like a grandma for making a smart choice.
Good for you!