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Oct 09, 2009, 09:53 PM
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oooOOOooo.....
MOMENT OF CLARITY 1. Don't create stressful situations! 2. Don't worry about what other people think of me! 3. I only need to answer to myself. Well I guess the Partial Hospitalization Program is working, or perhaps it's the effexor/prozac/dexedrine/seroquel combination. This is the first time in the past 6 months that I have felt truly happy. I have 1 more week in the program, and then I go to the Intensive Out Patient Program for week, then back to work..part time. I also just realized why I've been so depressed for the last 6 months, (basically since I got married) it's because my dad wasn't there.  It has been so hard since he passed away. He was my best friend and the only barrier I had against my mom. I just need to think more positively abour the situation, like even though my mom stresses me out to no end, we're closer now then we ever were before and that he is in a pain free place where there is no worries, and one day i too will be there. Also to think of how proud he would've been about my wedding and my husbandand myself buying our first house. WoW! Who's slightly manic?!?!? I need to go meditate now, to calm myself down. 
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 ADHD1956, BNLsMOM, lonegael
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Oct 10, 2009, 09:43 AM
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It sounds like you have some good affirmations going on. I am glad the partial program is clicking with you.
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| ADHD1956
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Oct 10, 2009, 10:21 AM
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Good for you QueenAccountant!!! I'm happy for you.
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Oct 10, 2009, 01:07 PM
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Yeah!!!!! Meds + Partial Hospitalization/Intensive Outpatient + Affirmations = Winning combination
You are doing great! Sounds like your program is working well. Your relationship with your mom will come together in time. You've got a real plus going for you. Your memories of your father and knowing that he would approve of your husband. That's a big deal. Best of luck to you. 
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 Vickie
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| ADHD1956
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Oct 10, 2009, 02:46 PM
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Good insights. Thanks for reminding me!!!
 Keep taking care of yourself
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| ADHD1956
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Oct 11, 2009, 01:46 PM
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Thanks everyone! I actually went to a party last night, even though I didn't want to go, and had a great time. Halfway through I did have to take a break and journal for a while, and did some tapping when I first got there, but I actually socialized with people. My husband even noticed my good mood and gave me a compliment about it. I think that was the best part.
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| lonegael
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