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Old May 31, 2010, 06:16 PM
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I'm so over this. Enough is enough.
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."

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Old May 31, 2010, 06:30 PM
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I hear ya on that one! But it never seems to end.
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Old May 31, 2010, 06:50 PM
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I'm sorry. Are you OK?
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Old May 31, 2010, 07:01 PM
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I'm so over this. Enough is enough.
I feel that way today! It feels like I'm at the very bottom of a bottomless pit (I know, not possible), but just keep thinking that at SOME point things have to turn around because there is no possible way of getting worse.

I'm not sure what's going on for you, but I'm here....just like you have been for me and many others.
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Old May 31, 2010, 08:16 PM
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I second that Grizmom. Hang in there!
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Old Jun 01, 2010, 01:20 AM
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Old Jun 01, 2010, 05:45 AM
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Hey Grizmom,
Sorry you're feeling so low. Hope you're getting enough sleep. You are strong, and a great source of inspiration to many here.
Keep your chin up and know you just have to ride it out - there's a light at the end of the tunnel. This will not last eternally.
I hope you can speak to your pdoc soon and ask for help. I really believe we do not have to experience these immense slumps, and that the correct med combo can make this a whole lot less painful for us.
I'm just a PM or e-mail away - hang in there girl!!
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Old Jun 01, 2010, 09:51 AM
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(((((((Grizmom))))))) Please know that things will get better. We are here to listen if you ever need to talk.
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Old Jun 02, 2010, 10:10 AM
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(((grizmom))) your the best! Hope things start looking up for you soon! Hang in there because this will pass!
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Old Jun 02, 2010, 06:54 PM
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I'm sorry. Are you OK?
No, not really, but thank you everyone for the replies. Not in crisis though.
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."

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Old Jun 03, 2010, 12:16 AM
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Sending you a hug.
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Old Jun 03, 2010, 06:02 AM
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Hey Grizmom - please check in some time. It's really quite comforting to come onto PC and just chat about things; it was invaluable to me a few days ago. Thinking of you!
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Old Jun 03, 2010, 08:25 PM
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Thanks everyone! I had yesterday and today to relax and catch up on housework so I'm feeling better tonight. I had a very long, frustrating week full of mania, mixed episodes, a lack of sleep and a rough therapy session (trauma issues) which brought on flashbacks and more nightmares. I was extremely irritable which is why I mostly stayed away; I didn't want to go off on someone here for spelling a word wrong or something LOL. I'm still a bit irritable and tired but my mood seems to have stabalized for the most part. I start with my new pdoc in less than 2 weeks, but I don't think a med overhaul will be needed; I think a lot of this was from stress. I was trying to do too many things and I need to cut back a bit. New T, new support group, new friend, sessions with my peer support specialist, plus the added fun of having several dentist appointments to get my cavities filled (after you read this post - GO FLOSS!! ). So I went from staying home almost all the time to going out 3 or more times a week and it was overload.

Thanks again for the concern and support. You are all great people!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."

My blog, "Life and Other Annoyances": http://jennikj.blogspot.com/


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Old Jun 04, 2010, 02:48 AM
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GLAD UR FEELING BETTER!!!!
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Old Jun 04, 2010, 04:09 AM
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Welcome back. It's totally acceptable and understandable to take a few days out and just step back a bit.
I ironically can find that coming to PC can trigger me. The love, care and support shown here is "virtual" and does not exist in my real life, so at times I need to avoid it too.
I hope the new pdoc will be on the same page as you - I'm still on the fence with regards to what I'm going to do about mine

If you need to chat, feel free to bounce things off me. I know what it's like to have too much on your plate - unfortunately we all just need to learn to prioritise, and if we have to let someone down, we know it's a calculated and logical decision.
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Old Jun 04, 2010, 10:09 AM
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glad your feeling more yourself Grizmom! I can imagine how your feeling lately. The t sessions are going to be hard and I wish you the best of luck going through them. (((GRIZMOM)))
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Old Jun 05, 2010, 10:40 AM
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glad your feeling more yourself Grizmom! I can imagine how your feeling lately. The t sessions are going to be hard and I wish you the best of luck going through them. (((GRIZMOM)))
Thanks...I have an appointment with him on Monday and I'm really nervous about going. I'm totally embarrassed that I had a flashback/anxiety attack during a session and had to dig out my anti-anxiety meds. Makes me feel VERY weak and like a complete idiot. I'm scared to go back.
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."

My blog, "Life and Other Annoyances": http://jennikj.blogspot.com/


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Old Jun 05, 2010, 03:02 PM
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I am thinking of you.
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Old Jun 07, 2010, 11:34 AM
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let us know how it goes today! thinking of you also! ((((grizmom))))
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Old Jun 07, 2010, 06:33 PM
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let us know how it goes today! thinking of you also! ((((grizmom))))
It went well! He's really nice and I had no reason to worry. We stuck to safe topics for today. Thanks for the concern and support!!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."

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