Bipolar and single?

I have a lot of warped feelings regarding conventional relationships and ultimately matrimony. I believe it's unfair to make someone put up with me and claim to love him in the same breath. (was "involved" with my best friend,and made him hit the road last week for this exact reason...) Who knows, maybe when I learn to master my bp, I won't be so needy and guilt ridden over being needy, and then maybe then, I can be as brave as you. BUT I wouldn't hold my breath guys, as warped as my thinking/feeling is, they run pretty deep... Sorry for hijacking your thread

I have no desire to be "married" to someone. I have never been married, nor have I ever felt that I needed a piece of paper to show who I was committed to. Part of this may be because I have no plans to have children.

Trippin, hijack away! The more input on this topic the better!!!

I am married because I'm a Christian now and he's a minister. I have lived with 2 guys and dated a lot more. My son was a chance I took on a lunch break you could say. He will be 35 tomorrow. I got fixed when I was 24 so it wouldn't happen again. Best decision or one of the best decisions of my life. I am happy now. It took a long time. I hope blue finds a partner and trippin and sug and everyone that wants one. It helps. Hugs, Owl.