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Dec 06, 2010, 02:16 AM
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So here I am headed toward a depressive cycle. I am separated from my wife and am not dealing well at all. My living situation is not the most ideal and I am unable to find any stability left. My wife has become a major trigger for me, causing a lot of situational depression and anxiety which triggers an episode. Being a rapid cycler makes it all the worse. I have tried every single medication and combination there of to try to be "normal" without success. I have been out of therapy for a few years and must either pay for a therapist with my non existent job, or wait 6 months before I get to spend a few minuets with someone who wants to file me in the system. I don't know what to do anymore. Tired of feeling like I am on the outside of life looking in through a plate glass window. I know I am not alone but the rationality of it doesn't change the fact that I feel alone and empty. I guess I just want to feel needed and worthy of something better. I just want to be loved.
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Dec 06, 2010, 11:43 AM
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Hi Sepheroth75...so sorry things are so tough for you right now. I know it doesn't fix everything, but being here and getting to know the courageous, loving people that inhabit this little corner of cyberspace has many times been the only place I have felt loved and accepted and understood. As painful as they are, circumstances do not dictate who you are. You are not your illness - you are worthy because you are brave enough to cope even in the toughest times and you have a contribution to make. You are needed, also. It's just that right now, the person or people that need you are not apparent to you yet. When you don't feel strong, lean on the ones here who have strength to share and when you do feel strong, share it with the ones who are feeling lost. Sending you many, many peaceful vibes..
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Dec 06, 2010, 11:49 AM
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Hi, Sepheroth--It's good you're here. In addition to the forums, what about also reading the newsletter and reading the books and resources you find listed in many places? Not only is it all informational and potentially very helpful, but the experience of sitting thinking with another person (even in black and white on the page/screen) helps me feel more connected, and the forums feel a little hectic sometimes. So, remember those resources as well.
I'm glad you're here. |
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Dec 06, 2010, 12:29 PM
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Your PC family loves you, you're important to US!!!!
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 DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD  "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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Dec 07, 2010, 02:40 AM
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I hope PC can be a form of therapy to help you. There's lots of support and insight on here
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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