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Old Dec 18, 2010, 06:36 PM
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Okay.. I keep having these suicidal thoughts, I keep thinking that the future is hopeless and that I should just end it. That my family doesn't really love me and that I'm a burden. It's like there's this demon or something inside my head. I feel like something is putting all these self-harming thoughts in my head.
Here's my question, should I be hospitalized?
I'm quite afraid of such places because I have heard nothing but bad about them. But I am honestly afraid of myself at this time.

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Old Dec 18, 2010, 07:17 PM
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Hey there. You are not alone. I've been where you are now. I do not hesitate to get help...why? I let the medical experts determine how to treat my state of mind. There are good hospitals and bad ones. How's your insurance?

It really does sound like you are in what I call "the deep hole" emotionally. It's dark and cold and scarey down there isn't it? I'll be checking on this post.

I sure do hope that you get some help and fast.

Keep posting so we know you are okay.

Sending you cyber hugs!
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Old Dec 18, 2010, 07:55 PM
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Okay.. I keep having these suicidal thoughts, I keep thinking that the future is hopeless and that I should just end it. That my family doesn't really love me and that I'm a burden. It's like there's this demon or something inside my head. I feel like something is putting all these self-harming thoughts in my head.
Here's my question, should I be hospitalized?
I'm quite afraid of such places because I have heard nothing but bad about them. But I am honestly afraid of myself at this time.
Hey how are you doing now?Bigg huggs
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Old Dec 18, 2010, 09:32 PM
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liesaresecurity being hospitalized saved my life. If you decide not to go to the hospital please have someone stay with you and let him or her know how you've been feeling.
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Old Dec 18, 2010, 10:14 PM
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I've been in the hospital 4 times. I really don't have anything negative to say about them. It helped me alot and I haven't been back for 4 years. I'll be praying for you.
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Old Dec 18, 2010, 10:44 PM
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If you think you are going to hurt yourself or someone else, then go to the hospital immediately.
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Old Dec 18, 2010, 10:47 PM
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I have been in 5 times and each time was a positive experience for me. The first time I was terrified, but after a day or so i settled in and realized that I was way safer in than out.

If you really feel you will be a danger to yourself, you should go to the ER or call your therapist if you have one, or your p-doc or someone who can advise you.
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Old Dec 18, 2010, 11:34 PM
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Just checking in...how are you doing now?
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Old Dec 19, 2010, 06:21 AM
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I hope you are doing ok this morning? If you are to please let us know how you are doing
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Old Dec 20, 2010, 12:47 AM
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I'm still feeling pretty much the same as when I posted the message... Thanks everyone. I guess I'll see if I can make it until after the holidays and if I still feel the same, I'm going. Thank you all again.
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Old Dec 20, 2010, 12:56 AM
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Okay.. I keep having these suicidal thoughts, I keep thinking that the future is hopeless and that I should just end it. That my family doesn't really love me and that I'm a burden. It's like there's this demon or something inside my head. I feel like something is putting all these self-harming thoughts in my head.
Here's my question, should I be hospitalized?
I'm quite afraid of such places because I have heard nothing but bad about them. But I am honestly afraid of myself at this time.
I know it can be scarey. I would recommend you go to the ER. They can evaluate you. I hope you are okay.
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Old Dec 20, 2010, 04:12 AM
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Please don't put your health on the back-burner due to the holidays. If you feel you cannot cope, please go to the ER. I've been to hospital twice, and it really wasn't bad. Plus you don't have to make any decisions, nor do you have any responsibilities - you really get to relax, chat to a T and a pdoc, and get meds sorted to help you.
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