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#1
Jan 25, 2011, 07:57 AM
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Not sure what to make of my current state.
I cannot focus enough to actually be productive at work. Consequently I'm procrastinating and the walls will cave in on me. But I just have no motivation to do anything; I wouldn't say I'm depressed - just dull. Starting to sleep a lot more again too. And I want nothing more than to just stay curled up in bed. I don't want to socialise; I want my boyfriend there to hold me, and otherwise I want my space... And I'm waking up with such anxiety in the mornings, which I cannot explain...gggggrrrrrrrrr!
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Jan 25, 2011, 08:12 AM
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Maybe a mild depression? Being stuck there is awful. HUGS.
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#3
Jan 25, 2011, 08:18 AM
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Yea I get stuck in those ruts ALL the time. I'm kinda in one now, except i seem to always pull my self out of bed, into the shower, and into work.
But it's so... just... yea, numb and boring, and lifeness. It's tough to pull out of, and, for me, always leads into darker places. Best of wishes you find your steam back! Stay close to your loved one!
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#4
Jan 25, 2011, 08:22 AM
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Well, I always seem to have a sense of responsibility. Therefore, I do force myself out of bed in the mornings. I have to have my shower in the mornings, so I do. And I do drag my sorry ***** to work, for fear of otherwise being fired. And at the end of the day, it still is my uncomfortable, comfort zone... But I have no motivation.
I think it may be a mild depression, but not sure where it came from. I feel like I'm whining and starting a pity party for myself.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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#5
Jan 25, 2011, 08:28 AM
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(((((Suga)))))
Thinking of you dear friend, I hope the clouds soon part... XOXO
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 DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD  "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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Jan 25, 2011, 08:36 AM
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Thanks - I really just want to curl up and hide...
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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#7
Jan 25, 2011, 08:55 AM
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Ugh, i feel like that almost everyday. I just want to curl up in my bed, hide away from this cold unloving world, and dream my life away. But you got to go to work, and earn some dough to keep paying the rent.
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#8
Jan 25, 2011, 09:17 AM
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Well, that's what's getting me out of bed at the moment. It's only just come back. I've been doing really well gor about 6 weeks - I had energy, a spring in my step, was cheerful...
Now it's just dull and flat.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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#9
Jan 25, 2011, 09:43 AM
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Oh the life of someone w/ BP. But yea, this past past weekend was great; full of life, met someone new. Then a normal week, then a crash.
It's tough man.
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#10
Jan 26, 2011, 01:59 AM
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Right, now I officially think it's depression and i want off this ride...
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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#11
Jan 26, 2011, 02:04 AM
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(((((Suga))))) I'm here if you need me.
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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Jan 26, 2011, 02:04 AM
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oh suga
 I'm here if you need to chat.
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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#13
Jan 26, 2011, 06:22 AM
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(((((((((((((((HuggaSuga)))))))))))))))
I know that feeling only too well. Feeling for you. Hold on tight. P
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Life is like a storm with millions of eyes. So deceptive.
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