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Mar 18, 2011, 08:46 PM
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I have been having a good day and night..... it's 1:41am and I am just about to head to bed.
However, I just burst out crying. I have had the urge to cry for a wee while and I am pretty angry and annoyed at myself for letting it get to me. Tonight was Comic Relief a UK charity night which has been on tv for about nearly 7 hours. Anyways, I don't think it's to do with that as I have been watching it since it came on. Why do I need to cry. I feel kinda lost in a sense and I know that sounds absolutely ridiculous!! But that's how I feel. Not tired, yet want to go to bed. Crying yet happy..... what is going on. I don't know what else to write..... I am sad in a sense. Blah, just ignore this thread..... I am being a loser as usual!! |
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#2
Mar 18, 2011, 08:56 PM
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Not a loser. I've had weird mixed emotions too. I'd tell your pdoc about this just to be safe.
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Mar 19, 2011, 04:15 AM
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Some times I go through so many emotions that it is overwhelming. I wont even know why I am crying, its like a fuse has blown and the flood gates open.....
Don't be hard on yourself..... take care 
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 I can do all things through him who gives me strength
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Mar 19, 2011, 08:05 AM
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Hey Moose, I was only at Psych yesterday and never said anything to him. I am not seeing him until 8th May.
Hey BlackPup, It's so hard when you have had a great day and then this happens.... I am still feeling it this afternoon. Why can't it just be 1 emotion a day and not a million. I want 1 emotion a day not several but I guess this is what being Bipolar is all about huh!! |
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Mar 19, 2011, 12:12 PM
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Mar 19, 2011, 01:50 PM
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There are times my mood is unpredictable too and I respond oddly to TV programs or news, but I just accept it and move on.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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Mar 19, 2011, 02:15 PM
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I can't accept it as this isn't who I am. I never cry at tv programmes. I don't think it has anything to do with Comic Relief anyways. But unsure what
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#8
Mar 19, 2011, 02:45 PM
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You are a very sensitive person and crying while happy can be normal. I do it too.
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Mar 19, 2011, 06:37 PM
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Thanks guys,
sorry for being a bit rude earlier. I think being depressed and then finally being told I have BP has made me so annoyingly sensitive. Why I do not know. Tonight I was out at a Surprise 30th of a Friend's Wife. I am both their friends but more her Hubby's we have known each other for 10 years. Anyways I was kinda dreading it as my ex was gonna be there. Right enough he was there and I couldn't even go over and see my Friend as I was a bit embarrassed as I would need to see my ex. I "spontanousely" broke up with ex while down in South England at my Work Friend's Wedding when I was undiagnoised. I feel awful. We had to sit on a train for 8 hours together and he was really hurt. My Friend from the party above is our Mutual Friend and he pleaded with me to take my ex back and I was definate that it was a no no!!! How horrible am I... |
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#10
Mar 21, 2011, 01:45 PM
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You're not horrible Miss Laura. Just like every other human being, you have your weaknesses.
Be strong
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King Dx Bipolar II Med-free for the time being |
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#11
Mar 22, 2011, 03:50 AM
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It's ok- it's who and what you are. It was hard for me to accept that I actually am a lot more sensitive than I first thought. Now I try and use it to my benefit.
It is hard, I'm not going to pull the wool over your eyes. I'm there right now too; going from stable to depressed/anxious/tearful. Just gotta keep positive and distract yourself until this passes. You genuinely have my sympathy and understanding. Xx |
 Miss Laura
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