Woohoo, the switch flipped! At last!!!!!

Ok, so I know the drill. Be careful. But OMG what a flip-switch!
To catch anyone up on my past year.... in a word it has been ****!
It hit yesterday afternoon and wow! I have NO reason whatsover to not be completely depressed. None of that has changed. And even without circustantial stuff I spend a lot of time depressed as it is.
Btw, my computer is not fast enough today.
I want this to last a LOOOOOOONG time! (and a couple of years ago, it did!) I wish my downstairs neighbors would go out somewhere so I could jump up and down, I'm so happy (hey, at least I'm thinking about being considerate! ) I can't stop grinning and giggling! This is GREAT!!!
I want to keep typing and typing, but it is really hard to keep sitting down and focus. I really really hope this lasts at LEAST long enough for my psych to see it. I know that sounds ridiculous, but she's never seen me like this and I want her to actually see both sides of the coin. I know! That makes no sense! But she's seen me so depressed virtually unrelentingly, I can't help thinking she might not actual believe the BP! Ridiculous, yeah? -- my previous one certainly did as I was "sitting" on the couch bouncing up and down. And no, I don't want a med adjustment. No way!
Ack, I just had a couple sentences disappear. No idea where they went. So I'll repeat it. BF's not seen me like this either (bouncy a few times, but...). Boy, is he in for it! LOL! Hahaha, he just got up, he's like WTF?! But in a good way. He must've thought I won the lottery, and I don't even play, lol!
Ok, I'll shut up now. I need to go do stuff. NOW.

Hahahaha!! I share your joy, and look forward to my "turn"!

Well, I would say enjoy the happiness, but keep a leash on it. Take care of yourself and see T/pdoc if it starts getting out of control. Just so you know, stable is pretty nice too.

Yeah, I'll be seeing my psych this week. I sooooooooooo do not want to slow this train down. (As a sidenote, this is about as high as it gets, so, not to worried about that atm.) It feels like a reward for the nightmares of this past year+. I am having a very very good time!
BF is amused and amazed. He's not experienced this before. I told him about the BP early on, but I don't think he really "got" it till now. Like telling him 3 stories, all at the same time, weaving back and forth between, lol! Tonight we are watching only funny dvds. That's the rule. Says me. It feels sooooo damn good to really really laugh again!

p.s. If anyone knows the song Give Me It by The Cure, that energy is exactly what I feel like. When we've talked about this song before, I told him, "Yes, it is that. That song really resonates for me." He thinks it doesn't really fit in with the rest of the album, but I say, who cares? It's great!!!

((((((((((((((((((((((Innerzone!!!!!!!!))))))))))))))))))))) I'm more than happy for you.......(and I'm not going to say it..........be careful.) I know you will be. Write more soon....... grey

Careful enough, greylove, careful enough!
Hugs and hugs and lots and lots of hugs!!!!!

That's great to hear Innerzone