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Hi all,
I'm feeling really rubbish today, feel tired and generally low in mood. I am also having bouts of feeling angry....all directed at someone in my life that makes things very difficult for me. ![]() My brother is also giveing me cause for concern...but thats another story. Feel so sad today...I just want to go back to bed and I only got up at 2pm ![]() My friend called me and I ignored her call....when actually I could do with some company but....I just havent got the energy. Last night, I had a dream about my ex boyfriend who abused me both mentally and physically. I was thinking about him last night so I guess thats where the dream came from. Hmmm actually, maybe thats why I'm feeling like this today. The thoughts I had about him last night and then dreaming about him so he was the first thing on my mind when I woke up! Ok all makes sense now. Just have to look after myself today. ![]() |
#2
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i know how you feel about not having enough energy to even answer a call from a friend. it sucks. like no motivation to do something- pretty much like the living dead. (((allme)))
take care, please.
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#3
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Glad you were able to think things through a bit...maybe you can give that friend a call?
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I ended up going back to bed only to be plagued by memories of my ex boyfriend again. It's been 13 yrs since we finally broke up and have been with my husband now for 12 yrs so, considering I haven't thought about him or had dreams about him, what I really have to ask myself is 'why now?'
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Its now nearly 2am and have given up sleeping as I feel so anxious and sad .....I want to cry but I cant
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#6
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((allme)) i'm sorry
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thanks
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#8
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sometimes its one day at a time one hour at a time and one minute at a time that is how time is doled out to us. take pride in all the small moments because it adds up. you will survive this. sending best wishes your way.
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#9
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thanks
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#10
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so scream and cry..you have got to get it out. as long as you don't do anything foolish? do you have a pdoc or a tdoc. amy be you can give them a call. it is better to get it out then leave it all in thats dangerous. so give them a call if you can.
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I will be fine.....I just get so wound up :'( My CPN is visiting this thursday. I might call her tomorrow and see if I can see her sooner.
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good, do that.
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