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#26
May 26, 2011, 04:01 PM
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I mowed my front lawn today. We have about an acre of lawn (out of 5 acres of land), so it's only part of the job, but it's a start!
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I've been scattered I've been shattered I've been knocked out of the race But I'll get better I feel your light upon my face ~Sting, Lithium Sunset 
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#27
May 26, 2011, 08:41 PM
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I got out of bed and went to work, when what I wanted to do was keep sleeping.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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#28
May 26, 2011, 09:18 PM
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Went to my 1st job interview since being sacked due to ill health
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#29
May 26, 2011, 10:58 PM
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Congrats, hope you get it.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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#30
May 27, 2011, 12:17 AM
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Went to work and I didn't fall apart.
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#31
May 27, 2011, 10:59 AM
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Stayed h0me for my daughter's sake,when all I wanna do is run away... (just 4 a few days)
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#32
May 27, 2011, 05:54 PM
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I planted a tree.
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#33
May 27, 2011, 07:34 PM
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I almost worked a full day with out being drained.
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#34
May 27, 2011, 08:00 PM
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i'm not dead yet... yayy?
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#35
May 27, 2011, 09:33 PM
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Work up late, at 12.
Fixed the songs on my laptop and transferred them all to my phone (538 songs) Listened to said songs while creating my self-inspiring poster of 10 of my good traits, using scrapbooking materials and adding little pictures of things I like (minus 2 letters, I ran out). Went to dinner Went to Home Depot, bought my first flower ever, An Orchid, which reminds me of the man eating flower on The Wall (Pink Floyd).... (Not sure that was a good idea, but we will find out) Went to Michaels to get 2 more letters for my poster Went to the grocery store Went home, finished the poster, threw a load of laundry in at 10 Came on here to mosey around and created a signature of a song I LOVE Not too busy of a day....
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And what I wouldn't give... to meet a kindred.  Blue skies are in my head
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#36
May 28, 2011, 11:28 AM
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Great thread! Reading this made me notice my phone anxiety has improved..
My accomplishment for the day...woke up at 7 wired and ready to party! Made myself relax in bed and listen to music. Woot! okay, can i get up and go rage now???? hehehehe |
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#37
May 31, 2011, 03:30 PM
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Today I have been at work all day so here is what I did yesterday:
Worked from 8-3 and on lunch break got cat food/litter, yoga pants and yarn went to the pool til 5 did the dishes swept kitchen floor hard boiled eggs make kale salad washed strawberries and cherries finally got all my plants and herbs potted changed cat litter took a shower watched some pointless tv read Even though I am on mood stabilizer which does wonders I am still forcing myself to sit down and take a break from my constant need to accomplish things. Luckily when I am with my boyfriend I am able to sit down and watch a movie and do nothing else without feeling guilty. I think this is a holdover from college/grad school where I felt guilty if I was not constantly studying/writing papers. |
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#38
May 31, 2011, 03:37 PM
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Woke up, went to school for the whole day, didn't break down. It was a pretty good day.
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“Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.” -Gerard Way- |
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#39
May 31, 2011, 03:51 PM
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turned in my paper
studied for strategic studies test probably brightened few people's day by being a colorful sparkly me when going to the town
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#40
May 31, 2011, 04:15 PM
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Went to pdoc and cleaning
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#41
May 31, 2011, 04:16 PM
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Today I was productive with housework and errands. Also, I took time to reach out to some friends and family that I have been sort of pushing away.
Now to cook some dinner!! Baking some sweet potatoes with butter and cinnamon and I have some Argentinian steaks with chimichurri sauce. (this is HUGE for me since before, I couldn't manage to even work the microwave because of depression)
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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe  Sometimes I lie awake at night and I ask, "Why me?", then a voice answers "Nothing personal, your name just happened to come up."~Charlie Brown |
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#42
May 31, 2011, 04:47 PM
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I did some housework, trying to put a "schedule" into effect. A couple of loads of laundry. Helped my daughter pick an outfit for an interview (sounds easy, right?...NOT).
Those sweet potatoes sound good...i think I'll make me some!!
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#43
May 31, 2011, 08:41 PM
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Yumm sweet potatoes
I got my teeth cleaned at the dentist, it was awfully painful. I attempted to weed my garden and drain my pond, but it started raining so done with that. I didn't get much done. In a mixed state so I suppose that's enough. I did get a lot of pacing and body tremors accomplished .
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#44
May 31, 2011, 09:42 PM
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Managed to go to two social functions today... and didn't make a prat of myself, even though I had one very loud audible hallucination at the first, and several visual and audible hallucinations at the second.
That's the plus side. The negative side is that it's twenty to four in the blessed AM and I can't get to sleep...
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Here I sit so patiently Waiting to find out what price You have to pay to get out of Going through all these things twice. |
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#45
May 31, 2011, 09:52 PM
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I went to the orthodontist and had my braces wires changed/tightened, and they decided I needed the god awful chain rubber bands instead.. >.< I survived another pointless day of school(honestly, we didn't do anything today with the year ending and I had no-one to talk to so it wasn't fun.) I practiced my cello and studied my script.
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#46
Jun 01, 2011, 12:35 AM
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I went for a run and did some errands, now its 3.30pm and I only have boring work left to do... so procrastinating to put it off....
siljie: ouch!!!! mgran  anika: take it easy  wing: sounds productive scooter: yummmmmmmm
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#47
Jun 01, 2011, 01:11 AM
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Thinking about suicide but tried to hang on.
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#48
Jun 01, 2011, 01:53 AM
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annege42 Very glad to hear you're holding on... Accomplishment today... did a perfect navigation with 2 different cities public transportation systems(!!!) (and the train b/w them of course). (Haha, the only glitch was buying a ticket, that dropped into the thing at the exact moment the light rail was pulling away. (In my defense, it took off 3 min early. Caught up in about 5 blocks though!  --wasn't really trying, it just happened that way.)(I get lost driving a lot.... and walking... and...so it really was just pretty damn lucky.) |
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#49
Jun 01, 2011, 08:19 AM
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Annege... I'm just glad to hear that you're holding on. The suicidal thoughts will pass... have you talked to your doctor about this?
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Here I sit so patiently Waiting to find out what price You have to pay to get out of Going through all these things twice. |
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#50
Jun 01, 2011, 07:14 PM
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Today, I managed to watch my two nieces (5 and 2) without having to intervene or become mediator because of a fight. That felt absolutely great!!!
 I also managed to wake up this morning at 6:30 and not go back to sleep for most of the morning. This is a major accomplishment for me, although I am so tired right now, I could just fall over. 
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