Suicidal AGAIN!

I've got a strange feeling.

I don't know why I'm posting this thread. Maybe it's because there's still a tiny bit of doubt there.

Hey Warrior,

Please don't do this.... you need to talk I am here to listen

You have so much to give to life.... don't end it ok!!

Please talk I am here to listen

xx

Please call someone who can help you or tell your parents how you feel or go to the emergency department.
Please get help.....

(((Warrioress))) - I don't want you to do this. Remember this has happened before and then it goes away?? Have you ever been hospitalized? You need immediate professional help. Please don't do this to yourself or your family. I see you live in Iran - what time is it there? Talk it out here rather than doing something irreversible.

I'm sick of this roller coaster ride called life! I've stopped going to school because I can't concentrate, I can't work well in my karate club because of the meds and I feel guilty because I feel like I'm a pain in the a*$ for the people close to me. I feel like I'm a burden to everyone around me. I feel useless. I have no hope for my future. I can't study, I can't be a champion in karate and I can't be a good wife or mother.

Hey Warrioress,

You are a BRILLIANT Mum and Wife.... your sad at the moment.

Can you call someone?
Talk to someone in RL?
Hang out with someone in RL?

I am worried about you

Thank you Miss Laura. It means a lot. There is someone I can talk to, but the point is that I don't want to talk, because I don't want to share my pain with anyone. I don't want them to suffer on my account. They'll feel hurt and possibly guilty if I kill myself, but they will forget and hopefully forgive my after a while, whereas I'll continue to hurt them if I stay alive.

Are you a wife and mother at the moment or are you estimating the future? Things change ((Warrioress))). My daughter was at the brown belt level and unfortunately had to quit, but she can get back into it anytime. Are you taking your medication? It okay you need help and you're not a pain to family. Everyone has a purpose even if they don't feel they're making a big contribution ATM. Fight this like you would in karate.

No, I'm not a wife or a mother. It's the future I'm worried about. I'm a brown belt too. I'm taking my meds and I feel like they've chained me down.

For now don't worry about the future. All we have is right now, plus people aren't good problem solvers when they're in crisis - trying to find solutions when you're depressed just makes you feel worse. I'm sorry you weighed down by your meds. Are you practicing your karate at home? Go through your Kata's so you don't forget them and the exercise will make you feel a bit better. You can't be sure things won't get better in the future and I don't want you do miss out on the chance to live. Maybe you could be a karate teacher. I heard a motivator say once - "that we need to accent what we're good at and what we love".

http://www.thesite.org/healthandwell...eelingsuicidal

Feeling suicidal
If you have hit crisis point, no matter how bad you feel, remember that there is always help available any time of day or night.


PM me if you wish to talk...I been where you are now!! x

((((((((((((Warrioress ))))))))))))))

I'm so sorry that you're feeling so badly.

Please get immediate real life help...call a family member/close friend, go to ER, call your doctor if you have one or call 911.

Below is a list of resources you can visit while online:

http://psychcentral.com/helpme.htm

PLEASE SEEK IMMEDIATE REAL LIFE HELP.

Love and best wishes,

DocClyde

Get help hun, you are w0rth the effort,d0n't let this illness lie to you! Sending lots of love and hope your way.

I have been where you are too. Remember, there is nothing we can about yesterday, tomorrow has yet to come, so that leaves today. Talk to your doc about your meds to see to if he can change you to another or lower the dose of the meds you are currently on. Dont't give on doing the things that make you happy.

Warrioress, I'm a mother of 5, three of them being 3 year old triplets. You can have children and be a good mom. I had to quit school when I realized it was too much for me. I'm 33 and new to my diagnosis. Don't do anything to yourself. There is a plan for you. It's just hard to see right now. Hugs from all of us. Please stay on the site, and keep reading the posts. It will help.

There is hope. Please get the help you need so that you can enjoy your life again.

((Warrioress))) - I hope you're okay. Can you let us know how you're doing?

I agree, please let us all know that you are okay!

There are other ways to get rid of these feelings. Please get the help you need.

Hold on.

Hey hun, just want to check up on you and see how you are doing? x

Thanks, all of you. Seeing all the replies from you almost made me cry.

The suicidal feelings were too much for me. I had two attempts during the past few days. I don't know how many days have passed. I've lost track of time. Again, thanks for caring. Thank you for being there for me. The suicide attempt feels like a healing wound. Hopefully, it will soon become a scar, but these scars take a long time to fade.

Big hugs 2 you!!!

I am sorry you had to attempts, did you see anyone such as a local GP or someone close to you? I am glad you are safe and okay, always remember you will always have someone of here that cares for you, you will always be in my thought no matter what! If you do ever feel like this again, is their hotlines you can ring in your area? Like the UK has Papyrus and ChildLine, I am not sure what their is in Iran though unfortunetly, maybe I should do some research for you! I am so glad to hear from you, it has made my day knowing you are now safe, sending you positive vibes and many hugs, never forget that someone on here always cares!!

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There are no hotlines in Iran that I know of, but for the millionth time, thanks for caring

How are you doing today?