I'm a horrible B!tch

To those who thinks he feels "lost" i can pretty much assure you this is not the case. For emamples i said to him i'm really sorry that i have been so mean to you lately, i love you and i dont want to hurt you so i'm gonna try and let you know how i'm feeling instead of just exploding at you. A while later i asked him for help with something he sighed and didnt move, (time was a factor because i had my hands in plaster that was drying quickly), basically because he didnt help me it was ruined. I was FUMING mad, but i said very calmly "i really wish you would have helped me back there it would have taken one second, i'm upset that you just sat there while i struggled" a caring...protector...would have said i'm sorry and maybe had an excuse....he however said "shut up".

Roadrunnerbeepbeep,

I never said "all" men and it certainly was not necessary to attack my position. Reread my post and you will not see the word "all" anywhere in it.

I was not trying to defend men or put down women, and I am not sure how you came to that conclusion. This disease affects both genders. I just wanted to point out that there are many of us who support our spouses and try to help, knowing that while it is hard living with a bipolar spouse, it is even harder being the bipolar spouse.

Ryask,

I am sorry your husband treated you like this. Before I fully understood BP, I took my wifes attacks on me as just that- attacks on me. It is hard to seperate the bp from the person, and he may be fighting back in the only way he knows how. After all, you told him you hate him, and he may not know how to deal with that. I am not excusing his actions, just saying that he just may be at the end of his rope and he needs just as much help as you do in dealing with BP. I hope you can get him to attend some therapy with you so that he can come to an understanding of BP and learn how to seperate the disorder from the person.

Thanks...i have now switched moods...i think someone mentioned something about going into hypomania and me being in a dysphoric something mixed...i dunno but i switched and i'm fine now...sometimes better then fine even..i know it wont last but i dont care...i kinda care that it's 2am...but other then that i dont care about this issue anymore.