Anger, Rage, Irritability

Anger, Rage, Irritability. I can't take it anymore and I don't seem to be able to gain any control over it. It rarely has a good enough cause for the high degree I am suffering. And as for those who are suffering, I'm not the only one. I take it out on my father constantly and sometimes on my mother. Sometimes just the fact that I am hurting people I love makes me want to end my life. I know this is a stretch but I simply CANNOT live my life doing this. It is uncalled for and nothing like how I was BEFORE the onset of my bipolar. Anyone else feel the same way? Any suggestions?

I don't have any advice except I feel your pain and that is what finally got me to get treatment. I was so irritable and irritated that I couldn't even stand to be with myself. I would take it out on my kids and husband. I'm in therapy and now on meds to help my anger. I try to walk away from people I can hurt or yell at when I feel the rage coming on. I deep breathe but sometimes that doesn't help. This board has been extremely helpful and supportive. I hope u find something that works for you. (((HUGS)))

I get very irritable and anger and really agitated when I get manic. And I take it out on anyone that is around mainly my husband. I hate getting like that