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Hey guys,
Told my CPN everything was very hard but I managed it. He thinks I was delusional when I thought people were tampering with my meds. He has said I must take my meds... which I know but well I just don't like to take them. I have started taking them again as of yesterday. He wrote everything down I said and said he would give a copy to my Psychiatrist when he comes back off his holiday in 2 weeks time. I see Psych 30th September anyways. We spoke about why I don't want to take my meds and some of my fears are I do not believe I am Bipolar... he smiled when I said that and he nodded and said "well you know the answer is simple you are not Bipolar... you have Bipolar there is a difference". I told him I am still in denial I think. He said I need to majorly get into a routine/schedule and to maintain it. He says I keep doing self-destructive stuff and I am drawn into talking to guys online. When I spoke to him this time... I felt relieved as its been nigging at me constantly. Today I feel lower but fine. Thanks guys for all the help and support. I truely mean it! |
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YAY!!!!! you did soooooooo well. I'm really proud of you!!!
Glad you are back on your meds, hope that they help and that you start feeling better soon. What are you going to do to try and stay in a routine?
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Great Job Miss Laura!!! It was a big step and you took it with great courage!!
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Thanks guys,
I am definately gonna need to get myself into a routine. I am working on drawing up a schedule for myself which will included morning straight through to evening and what I do on the days I am at my day service and what I can do if I am not there. Then I will have to make sure I am going to bed at decent hour and getting up at a decent hour. I am really gonna need to think about this and get myself sorted. Its just implementing a schedule which I know I willl break as I hate rules etc... But I am gonna have to do it if I want to stay well so I must do it!! ![]() Thanks guys means alot to me that I have you guys supporting me ![]() |
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Hey Ohlala,
Thanks I will I am gonna try my hardest to ignore the urges to seek guys out... as much as it will kill me. I am gonna need to do something if I feel myself getting a bit OTT!! |
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![]() ![]() You are not the only one who has difficulty sticking to a schedule. What I have found helpful is to schedule free time and to forgive myself if I miss a day or a week and just try to schedule from there rather than giving up completely.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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Thanks Merlin,
I am gonna start as of Monday on a schedule where I must stick to it. If I stick to it all by the end of the week I am gonna give myself a reward. If I don't stick to it I won't receive a reward. Feel like a kid again but I think I need it as being an adult hasn't helped me at all!! |
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Rewards work well. What are you going to give to yourself? If I do the cleaning and course work I need to do in the next 3 days, I am going to take myself out to buy fall clothing.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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