Before I accidentally HiJack (again! Sorry)

Hi to all who remember me, I am not sure where to put this. I figure I will post it here since of all my Diagnosis' BiPolar is my AXIS 1 thing. I apologize for the reply in the 'rapid cycling' thread I realized after I talked to much about myself, only my intentions were from the heart.

I was not able to post and reply very well on the IE Browser on an 11-year old Macintosh computer, On one late night hypo manic thing I woke up and found this new browser that I can use for text only and reply faster and not take 15-minutes to reply.

I have really been having alot of ups and downs since I last posted. I apologize for unanswered posts or replys. Have been going through alot of different issues and new diagnosis, and changes.

I was thinking that the IE was messing up my computer. My moods have been going all over the place. Now, since October of last year I had to go off Lithium and began talk Therapy. I have been rapid or mixed or combination of all sorts of unspecified diagnosis' such as along with the Bipolar, I have OCD, ADHD, Agoraphobia, Neurological Disorder, PTSD, and Psychosis.

Finally!!! I am on an up swing which lasts longer than an hour and my up swings were really short lived moderate depressive phases and down to major depressive episodes I am leaving the apartment once a day as agreed in Therapy to go to the store or pharmacy or out of the building. I am learning of my moods.

I am finding myself depressed every night arou 8-hours after the first dose of Risperdal, beginning with agitation then preparing for the floor to fall out from under my feet, so at the first start of agitation I am counting hours from dose 1 to dose 2 of the Risperdal in order to ward off both the agitaton and depression before it goes too far down.

Now I am having higher hypomania more than depression, yet the cycle goes on. Currently I am manic, awake for almost 3-days now, and deprived ony have decided to wait until dark to go to sleep.

Community Mental Health is doing all that they can to help me right now. Had a T for almost about 6-Months who suddenly i December 'Retired' after 15-years and then a month before that my Case manager of a year Resigned for administrative differences same as my T. Did get new Diagnosis with OCD and obcess on health and meds for consuming rituals and appointments.

I am sorry so long, am planning to be an active member again. Thank you for reading all this.

KK101

(((((kris)))) ALWAYS good to hear from you! Is there anything the doctor can do about the medicine? Being dependent upon the medicine to help keep normal is one thing, but having to fear the onset of symptoms is a terrible way to have to live! TC and come back as often as you can

Kris it is sooooooo good to hear from you, have missed ya
Please keep posting, doing fair with our rapid cycling but get upset cuz Pdoc did a med change
Angie

kris, so good to hear from you. hang in there and keep posting. we're all in this together, okay? love, pat

Thank you all for the kind and supportive reply's and I wish the best to you all as well. I did not know that many of you all remembered me or still do. I am feeling better today with some sleep yesterday and now am going to try and read some more posts and then hoping to get a load of laundry done.

Take Care,
KK101

((((((((((((((((Hugs of Friendship)))))))))))))))))))))) to all who want them!