[Speed3]

Angel in human form come into your life and you don't realize it till much later on.

I have. Twice.

I had my first depression in 9th grade. I didn't realize that it was that at the time. This was the early 70's. It was so bad I never went back to high school.
About two years into the episode, I became reclusive, lonely, and I thought I was some kind of monster.

On day this little girl, she was about 7. She knocked on the door and I answered. She had this huge smile. She said I am Angela, I go to your father's church can I come in. I said sure, she came in and gave me this huge hug. She said do you have a sister, no I said. She said I don't either, can I be yours. I said why not.

From that moment on she came over every day. My memory is bad, but she is still my 'sister' and best friend today. She says I taught her yoga and we went on picnics in the woods in the neighborhood. I wasn't getting any medication, but I know it was Angela's unconditional love that pulled me out of that depression.

The second time was in the ER. I had taken too much of one of my meds. My husband didn't want to drive me. I took a cab. Waiting to be seen there was this Woman in her sixties sitting next to me. She started to talk to me. When she found out why I was there she became like a mother. She made sure I was seen right away, went into my ER room with me. I found out her name was Barbara Anne, that was my mother's name. She stayed till early into the morning and came to the medical floor with me. Her last name was Sojourner, which means traveler. As she came into my life, she left. I know that was mother's spirit in her.

My Angela, is very busy right now and hasn't had time for me. I pray every day for another Angel. I think it is the only thing that will save me.

[Charly1]

Speed,

I have been reading your posts and can not begin to imagine what you are going through. But I want to let you know that I am praying for you. I am praying that God reveals His love for you, that you feel His peace and His arms around you comforting you. I encourage you to continue to pray and talk with God. Tell him exactly what you are feeling whether it is sadness or anger or whatever feelings you might be having.

May God bless you and comfort you.

Originally Posted by Speed3

Angel in human form come into your life and you don't realize it till much later on.

I have. Twice.

I had my first depression in 9th grade. I didn't realize that it was that at the time. This was the early 70's. It was so bad I never went back to high school.
About two years into the episode, I became reclusive, lonely, and I thought I was some kind of monster.

On day this little girl, she was about 7. She knocked on the door and I answered. She had this huge smile. She said I am Angela, I go to your father's church can I come in. I said sure, she came in and gave me this huge hug. She said do you have a sister, no I said. She said I don't either, can I be yours. I said

From that moment on she came over every day. My memory is bad, but she is still my 'sister' and best friend today. She says I taught her yoga and we went on picnics in the woods in the neighborhood. I wasn't getting any medication, but I know it was Angela's unconditional love that pulled me out of that depression.

The second time was in the ER. I had taken too much of one of my meds. My husband didn't want to drive me. I took a cab. Waiting to be seen there was this Woman in her sixties sitting next to me. She started to talk to me. When she found out why I was there she became like a mother. She made sure I was seen right away, went into my ER room with me. I found out her name was Barbara Anne, that was my mother's name. She stayed till early into the morning and came to the medical floor with me. Her last name was Sojourner, which means traveler. As she came into my life, she left. I know that was mother's spirit in her.

My Angela, is very busy right now and hasn't had time for me. I pray every day for another Angel. I think it is the only thing that will save me.

I loved that story

[Speed3]

Originally Posted by Charly1

Speed,

I have been reading your posts and can not begin to imagine what you are going through. But I want to let you know that I am praying for you. I am praying that God reveals His love for you, that you feel His peace and His arms around you comforting you. I encourage you to continue to pray and talk with God. Tell him exactly what you are feeling whether it is sadness or anger or whatever feelings you might be having.

May God bless you and comfort you.

Thank you for your words of comfort.

I agree with Charly1, Speed. God will reveal his Unconditional love for you in your prayers if you will continue to pray.

I'm glad to see you shifting your thinking a little to the most beautiful times in your life. They will come again, Speeed, try to remember that and hold on to your angels' help.

[bos314489]

I am not sure if I have but about 10 years ago I met a girl from South Africa. I was living in California working at a winery. She befriended me and we became really close. She also suffered from depression and we would talk about how we felt. She would always make me feel better and I felt we had a close connection. Unfortunatly we lost contact after that. Then I had a wierd experience when I went to see a psychic who contacts spirits. She said there was a girl who was younger than me (which she was about 10 years younger) who had taken her own life. She said the message she was communicating through the psychic was that sui was not an option for me. The psychic then said "that is something you think about a lot isn't it" I just got this eerire feeling like how could she possibly know that? At the time I had no idea who this spirit could be. Later on I thought of my friend and wondered if it was her. I have no way to contact her. All I know is her name and that she lives in South Africa. I really need to find a way to search for her because I need to know if she is still alive and I pray she is. I do believe she could have been an angel. If anyones knows of a way to contact someone with just knowing their name and the country they are from please let me know. I would greatly appreicate it!

[Speed3]

Originally Posted by bos314489

I am not sure if I have but about 10 years ago I met a girl from South Africa. I was living in California working at a winery. She befriended me and we became really close. She also suffered from depression and we would talk about how we felt. She would always make me feel better and I felt we had a close connection. Unfortunatly we lost contact after that. Then I had a wierd experience when I went to see a psychic who contacts spirits. She said there was a girl who was younger than me (which she was about 10 years younger) who had taken her own life. She said the message she was communicating through the psychic was that sui was not an option for me. The psychic then said "that is something you think about a lot isn't it" I just got this eerire feeling like how could she possibly know that? At the time I had no idea who this spirit could be. Later on I thought of my friend and wondered if it was her. I have no way to contact her. All I know is her name and that she lives in South Africa. I really need to find a way to search for her because I need to know if she is still alive and I pray she is. I do believe she could have been an angel. If anyones knows of a way to contact someone with just knowing their name and the country they are from please let me know. I would greatly appreicate it!

Very interesting, thanks for sharing. I don't know anyway, unless maybe you know a city or town.