[revolution20]

I guess I just needed to vent...you know when your so frustrated and you can tell your getting manic...Im at that point. I want to argue with someone or punch a wall. Last week I punched the wall hard enough that I had to call the nurse hotline to see what I could do for my hand. Luckily I didn't do any damage. Just had to put ice for the swelling. I feel like hitting something right now actually. Anybody out there that feels the same way?

You can argue with me if you want. Pick the topic.

Someone said we can't argue about religion though.

[revolution20]

You know when you ask a person for help and they've been there for you...but when you get manic they start to freak. They say they'll call and they don't. And I'm over here sitting like moron waiting for them to call. That's so frustrating and ridiculous. They just make you feel like a bother, a nuisance. You know what I mean. Thanks for letting vent/argue. Hitting the wall takes the hurt away a bit but it always comes back.

[BlackPup]

Vent away on here that's what the forum is for! Sorry that your friend isn't there for you when you need them. If you feel like talking then keep on posting on here... Hitting the wall seems like a painful solution but I can understand how you feel.

[SmokeyPoole2012]

No I don't have to deal with rage issues but I have a 23 year old son who dose! I believe there must be a way to help control those feelings, I don't believe rage is a healthy, product way to cope.

I also notice that my son is constantly dealing with stumac problems and other forms of physical issues that I think are related to his acting out.

@ this moment his arm is in a sling, complaining of a pinching sensation. But still refuses to except the face that releasing the rage dose nothing more than causes unnessisary distruction. It sure as hell doesn't fix any problems.

I'm sinserely sorry you feel the way you do hopefully you'll feel better in the near future.

[revolution20]

Today I was at work and everything irritated me. I just came back from FMLA,last week after 10 weeks off, the only reason I went back was for the Health insurance. My doctor up my dose of Lamictal yesterday to help with agitation and moodiness. I felt a little better today but then my colleague told me to go home, I was working a little late, apparently I looked like crap, that I needed a break and to calm down. Didn't punch anything yesterday but it was so difficult not to. Already took 2mg of zanax as soon as I got home and fell asleep for 2 hours without realizing I knocked out. I understood why people cut but never grasped it until last weekend. I didn't cut but I grasped it. I guess that's why I punch walls. I'm glad ya'll are there to talk to. It helps a lot. Thanks for responding. I don't feel as alone.