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Apr 19, 2012, 09:10 AM
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To me what I put into my body is my choice, my issue not the PDoc's. I'm sick of being "forced" by being told things won't get better if I don't take my ****ing meds. Unless you, Mrs Curry Woman get a court mother*****ing order I will still pick and choose which meds I am going to take. I am sick of going to your office and it smelling like 4 star Curry. I am sick of the looks you give me, the looks are an invisible language that I know. You look at me and make me feel crazy. Thanks. I thought you were there to help me, not send me off in some lost manic phase like I am now. I am over your ***. I'm sorry you're the only PDoc in the town, I'm sorry I have to see you. You better be careful because if you cast your eyes on me like that next time I am gonna take it like a dog would. YOu wouldn't want me to take that snow globe and launch it toward you would you? Or how about those calenders from the drug companies that you get kickbacks from? Yea didn't think so. **** You curry PDoc.
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Apr 19, 2012, 10:46 AM
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Ouch! Sounds like you are having a really bad time with this lady. How far away is the next town? You might consider a Nurse Practitioner, if there are no more pdocs around. I have one and she does duty as my pdoc and my T. There are some drugs she can't prescribe, but she just works in conjunction with my GP, who writes the script for anything my NP can't. It's working out well for me, and I'm the one who refused to see anyone under a phD for a T, and would screen my pdocs rigorously!
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Apr 19, 2012, 11:01 AM
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Well, yeah... it is your body and you do have right to chose.
Try to be assertive with her, reasonable but firm.
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Apr 19, 2012, 11:03 AM
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Ditto on considering a nurse practitioner. In my opinion, they can be awesome, so can PA's. I won't ever see a psychiatrist or counselor again. My PA and NP work together on "me" and they are cheaper, don't rush me out the door and will listen to everything I have to say. Heck, they even give me my Seroquel for free. LOL
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Apr 19, 2012, 11:19 AM
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You have a right to refuse medications. The trick to it is being assertive, and backing yourself up with some knowledge of the meds you are refusing always helps. It's your body and you certainly do have a right to choose what goes into it. I have refused certain meds a number of times. If my pdoc had his way I'd be a zombie 24/7. That's not the life I am willing to live tho. Yeah they don't always listen the first time, but stay calm and restate your stance respectfully.
The others gave good advice on a different approach to a pdoc. I hope you can find someone else. I don't really like my pdoc either, it isn't a great situation. You need someone you can work with, mutual respect and understanding. I hope you find it. |
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Apr 19, 2012, 11:21 AM
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I get your anger! I have felt this way MANY MANY times leaving doctor's offices and such. Take it easy on yourself!
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Apr 19, 2012, 12:29 PM
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Good vent!! I hope you feel better! I feel the same about my ex-DR.. I hope your able to find someone else to help you. I'm in the process of looking myself. Stay strong, be careful, and love yourself!
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Apr 19, 2012, 12:40 PM
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A part of me wants to say, "Put her in her place and don't go back to her"...BUT, if you are anything like me, once you start, you won't stop, and who knows how it will end. Does she not know that we can sense things? That we know when we are being judged? And unlike "normal" people, we will most likely snap really quick? Don't go back to her. If she triggers you and you feel like you're being judged, I wouldn't give her any more of my money. After I calmed myself down, I would call her and call her out on her behavior...
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Apr 19, 2012, 03:42 PM
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well this is the same PDoc that threatened that State Hospital on me. Now in all honesty it may help eradicate some issues. But it really set me off and ever since I have looked at her in a completely different light. I have to be really careful because if I start going off it just gets worse and worse and worse and i don't stop unless A) I am stopped via chemicals or lots or people and restraints, or B) I run out of energy. I don't like either scenario so I came on here to vent. Thankfully on PC, even though its not really a place to vent, I can SAFELY vent if I need too.
BTW I switched to a different person. I switch to a CRNP. Same office, just not person. I'm on medical assistance thru the state so I don't really have alot of wiggle room on picking and choosing doctors.
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Apr 19, 2012, 05:22 PM
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Apr 19, 2012, 08:38 PM
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i agree chandler i am sick of the whole thing today she changed my meds again now to lithium &&^%$ its our body they are not the ones taking these meds im angry maybe i should not post when im angre
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Apr 20, 2012, 08:53 AM
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I just in the last month got a descent Pdoc and a medication that works for me. I still one day hope to be med free. Just a preference of what I want going into my body and mind. There are certainly other approaches to being a stable functioning person. I hope to one day acquire the ability to utilize one of them. Until then I am feeling well from being on Abilify. I believe it saved my life. My new pdoc is amazing and he listens and understands. So glad to have found him because I was at the end of my rope with docs and pills. Hope you find your happy medium.
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