The Bipolar Returns

I always know when the bipolar is coming back when perfectly rational thoughts become completely ridiculous (yet still slightly credible) overnight when in a better frame-of-mind.

Recently the paranoia has been getting bad. People have been putting stuff in my drink; reality is a dream and my dreams are a glance at reality (more in depth than that, but I don't have the energy at the moment to go in-depth); my boyfriend is cheating on me; some people aren't real; I have psychic abilities.

Those are just a selection of some of my paranoid thoughts that, at times, feel so valid.

On a positive note, I have almost enough energy to start writing on my new blog (http://afrayedmind.wordpress.com).

I'm hoping to start posting more on here again. My life's changed a LOT recently and I'm currently finding it a little difficult to adjust and enough hours in the day to focus on some of my racing ideas & thoughts.

RB ♥

sorry you're having all that
i hope you will be posting here more, that will be nice. i never really got to know you, but did read a lot of your posts. more of when i was new here and really depressed and not writing a lot on here.

I'm sorry things are getting tough. I hope you do start posting more.

Excellent as ever to see you, RB!
I do hope you get to posting more on here again. Sounds like so much is going on!
What do you usually do when the paranoia starts in? Med adjustments? Therapy? Both? Other? (I'm lucky to have gotten off pretty lightly on that particular psych front, so am curious how that works.) I'm sorry to hear that it's getting bad. It is better than not to recognize that is happening though, isn't it? (Even if it still feels real.) Does that make any sense?

Not enough hours? Want some of mine? Lol. I'm having a hard time knowing where they've gone off to, but I'm pretty sure there are too many of them.
Space is the entity I'm having an issue with atm, so time's gone on the back burner.

Signed up. When you're ready to write, I'm ready to read.