stuck in a rut

i feel so dissatisfied unmotivated overwhelmed. starting to slip into that, "what's the point" place.

my mom is my main support, she's stayed with me for the past year. she's leaving back to her house across the country on saturday. i know she needs to go back, and she's helped me immensely. it just hurts my heart i don't want her to go.

too many changes at one time.. too many... too many... too many...

im trying to be strong. i feel panicky like the winter is coming and im going to be alone. i don't have any wood for the stove. the season changing is feeling like too much change for me right now. i feel impending doom. i rationalize about how a few weeks ago, i felt magical about the seasons changing, in that mood i loved change. but not now, this sucks.

Im so sorry your feeling this way. I wish there was something I could do to help you. I know how scarry change is. I dont do well with change myself. I am here to listen if you need to talk. Hugs to you.

I have experienced that feeling of loneliness and helplessness. I am so sorry that your home life will be changing. What a loving mom you have! Don't think about what might be, just handle what's right in front of you. You'll get through this, Blue, you are so strong.
Bluemountains

she's the best mom ever! and i know i'm a grown woman, even with a little grown woman daughter, but i seriously need my mom. i don't know what i'll do. i know i will do it somehow, i will find my strength. thanks blue

I know that feeling of what's the point I'm there right now I know u will miss ur mom my mom is far away as well right now I'm feeling like I'm stuck in mud trying to walk and a vice on my head I wish u the best sending hugs

Aw, Blue. (((blue)))

I'm sorry you are about to have this big change happen. I hope you know we are here for you and we love you. xoxo

Keep your chin up, darlin'. You're gonna be okay.

I feel you! My parents will leave for the winter in December. I know I have some time left with them, and I want them to go and enjoy their retirement that they worked so hard for. I am trying to be honest with them about how I feel but at the same time make it no big deal so that they don't decide to stay here for the cold winter.

I'm so sorry so many things are changing for you. Remember I'm just a PM away if you need a shoulder.

I'm trying to seem emotionally calm so that she won't worry about me. I'm a grown woman, trying to accept this. She needs to go down to the warm south for the winter, take care of her house there. Maybe I can work out a trip to go visit her for Thanksgiving or something.