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Oct 04, 2012, 10:12 PM
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I feel like this...
 but I am so damn empty I don't know what I'm looking at when I see my reflection....I guess not much if it really went that way I'm on the other side of death....the arse-end of suicide! there is nothing here no flames no screaming idiots no epileptic fish! I am already dead I killed myself ages ago not long on the galactic clock but every moment is like a year for me and a really crappy one too and the more time passes the more evidence accumulates to prove what a failure I am here and....I died over and over when I sleep I never want to wake up. tomorrow is already today made up of ******** yesterdays and I'm a freaking mess empty beyond suicide I cannot die anymore I am already dead... if anything?? I killed myself back to life every time I tried... and damn it's so hot in here...!!  so yeah...sure I don't want to be here either a 51 50 but who's counting? |
 Anonymous32894, Faraway tree
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#2
Oct 04, 2012, 10:27 PM
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Aw it sux you aren't feeling good.
I'm sure your not a failure though, even if you feel like one right now. Bipolar is a nasty little creature sometimes... Hopefully soon she gives you a break so you can feel ok again  Is radelaide hot today? I'm in Melbs, hiding from the sun too... Anyway, I digress. Please trust things will get better, and hold out in the meantime. I know you have a huge positive impact on the lives of the people who use this forum, and I don't think that is failing at all. |
| Anonymous32912
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:32 PM
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I can dig your feeling monkey, but you've done alot of good you help all of us here ever time you grace us with your presence. Your no failure! It's all the illness my friend unfortunately us folks just have to hang on when this happens. Here for you buds
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:33 PM
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radelaide!....hehe
it's kinda calm....almost like there aint no weather! we get the weather Perth had and spat back out....and I guess you Melbs dudes get ours too....but Victoria is more beautiful on the way past things change yep. I used to live in melbourne....St Kilda boy what a curious name...Kilda! I digress also... Melbourne is cool |
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:36 PM
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I never really know ever how to say much never like what I'm feeling like what I'm really feeling or.....not feeling .... or just anything! I just hide in the corner and say "it's ok!" but who am I fooling....? |
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:39 PM
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dubblemonkey,
Can I have that one eyeball that shot out of your skull, if your not going to use it? Collecting curiosities, -Fleeing Bellocq |
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:42 PM
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yeah sure I could say I "see" what you mean... but it's too late....damn eyeball! it's a freaky one!....just be careful what you point it at  wink wink |
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:42 PM
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I went to your neck of the woods about three weeks ago. My highlight : the camels at the beach. You know the ones you can ride at Elliot bay? ( if that is indeed the name ).
I didn't ride them,I just liked their lips. Have you seen them? So damn squishy looking. I like melbourne, but I must confess I'm a homesick kiwi at heart. Ou should go see the camels one day . How could such awkward squishy faces not cheer a person up at least a teeny bit!
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:49 PM
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jiggly goey slimey jiggly smoochy ..... all slobber on the gobber... hehe I was a kiwi too for a while... no camels there...  freaky |
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Oct 04, 2012, 10:59 PM
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No land mammals there haha, except bats.
You were a kiwi? North islandor south? |
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Oct 04, 2012, 11:06 PM
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just a lad it's a beautiful place |
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Oct 04, 2012, 11:14 PM
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A fellow south islander?! How lovely, I thought it was mainly Americans on here, what a funny wee surprise. Small world huh, even on the old interweb.
Unfortunately Lyttleton fell down, lucky you are in aus now.... |
| Anonymous32912
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Oct 04, 2012, 11:43 PM
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Sorry to hear you were feeling bad, glad that it has also passed. You are a very special person in this world. I get the feeling you have a much greater purpose than you realize. While you feel that you hide behind your riddles, you express such a creative side that most of us never learn to tap. I look forward to continuing reading your messages each and every day, to decipher the riddle, and often find myself hidden within them. So yeah, thanks for being you!
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Oct 04, 2012, 11:48 PM
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OMG!!
how did you do that? how did you make me cry? I cannot think of anything more pure than tears thankyou 
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Oct 05, 2012, 12:11 AM
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ok had to comment...that made 69 hugs given for me...and it made my lips curl upwards..a little...could it be....a smile
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