the rage

I hope you can find someone to see you, help you soon!! It should be a crime that you cant get a damn appointment earlier.

Please be kind to yourself

DHX

Ohh man DH

I haven't been here all day and just saw this now... This sucks. I really don't like the US health system, sorry but I don't, mine sucks too, but this is nuts!

You my wonderful amazingly brilliant friend are not a bad person, I don't care if you made a mistake, or whatever happened. We are all perfectly imperfect! You are a great person. I can usually pick up vibes off people quickly, ya even through my computer, and you are not it!!! I always thought your name should be like brave heart instead.

I really hope your GP pulls through for you! I don't see why this would be a big problem, gee maybe he can help you find a pdoc, he must know a lot of them. Keeping my fingers crossed. Something will give, it's got too, just keep telling the universe what you need. Visualize you getting what you need, not getting what you don't need, I dunno I think that helps where the universe is concerned. It's the energy.

Keep talking to us tho, we are here for you..always!

I am feeling a little better today. Just kind of broken down. Trying to keep my mood tracker so once I can get in to a T I can show what's been going on.

Hoping to hear back from my GP soon. He was out which is why I haven't heard yet. Supposed to be back today.

Thanks everyone.

So an update: My GP called in my script! I'm shocked because I hadn't seen him since April, which was before I got sick and all. Left a message for the surgery place just in case it will cause any issue with the anesthetics next week.

I am feeling some relief, though. At least I'll have it even if I have to wait to start.

Been there. Its very real but so few people really understand. Good your connected to some professional health. I wish more social workers were trained in mental illness. Most caregivers are limited to what they have been tought and what is in their experience to understand.It good you've connected to someone who can help. When a counsellor doesn't experience success its usually the client who is blamed reinforcing the sufferer's sense of inadequacy. I had to go threw a bunch of pros before I found what I was searching for. You have a lifeline. There needs to be a much greater awareness around mental illness and caregivers need some serious training around it.

Well i haven't found a T yet. I don't have a caregiver. Around here it's that you have to take care of yourself. Expecting others to do it just leads to disappointment.