Not so sure if it's bad.

So I went through this skin crawling episode a week ago. Spent Saturday alone with hubby at a sort of resort had a nice jacuzzi etc. So obviously we were doing IT... But now that's ALL I can think of besides eating as well. I'm not even hungry but I am constantly chewing on something. I've told hubby about the (sex cravings) and I think it kinda puts him off to know that it is all I want. I think this might me more lust than love right now (sorry true). I read that hyper sexuality is a symptom of Bp. Can anyone relate? And how did you deal with the constant images of sex popping into your head? I kinda feel like a freak writing this but am I the only one?

I have done this. I would describe it more as an obsession. I do not have any advice other than to tell you that you are not the only one.

it has driven my wife crazy, but she has found that by showing me what she likes, that she is more ok with it. She gets what she wants out of it first lol.

Haha, okay yes if the pleasure is returned it might make a difference. Thanx What do you mean with obsession? Like sex crazy?

hmmmm... to be honest or not....

it's like I get so turned on and can't stop... so I look at porn. but I get tired of the same old porn and it takes more and more to get me there and soon I have explored some dark corners of the porn world. and also, it's like my goto for stress and other things when I am obsessed. Plus the sex at home with my wife goes up too. it's like that is my drug of choice to handle things.

it's not always this way and I work at not letting it get that far but that is what I mean by obsessed.

okay, don't leave me hanging.. what about you?

You know, I never should have answered that! I wish I could delete this post of mine. I was just trying to say your not the only one, but damn, I'm really ashamed that I sometimes do that!

I sent u a private msg Land (couldn't put it out there) Don't be ashamed read mine haha!Yes not compromising the marriage but thinking of sex with random people is kinda like cheating for me so I feel guilty already.

I hear you on that! thank you

I didn't feel anything you said was bad at all. Just be careful. We should all be careful in this area.. obsessed or not lol

Thanx for the heads up! (Hey check the time it almost 5) Hubby almost home!! Couldn't help myself! So how was your day?

my day yesterday was ok. thanks for asking

How do I deal with it? lots and lots of "me time" but when my husband relies he likes to tease at the most inappropriate times ever. He enjoys when I'm hyper sexual. Me talking about being a professional stripping is his first clue usually.